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I want to hold your hands

and walk like this FOREVER


My exhausted heart beats once again
My heart has found the light again
i want to hold your hands and walk like this forever
thoughout the laughter and tears,
the one who always believed in me was you

Forever by SNSD



Friday, June 17, 2011
@ 10:23 AM

Oh my....! It has been like 4 mths and 3 days when i last posted.
Woah... hahaha almost forget that i actually have this blog.
Had problems with the email and password just now!
hahaha!

Just some major events :D
Was working at NETS from 3rd Jan to 8th April.

10-12 APR
When darling came out for his block week, we went genting with my mom and uncle!
i miss the DORIYAKI there!!!
i remembered when we were there, we went to the temple togethert via the hotel bus
Went to theme park...! the water ride was funnn!! :D hehe roller coaster and made key chains for our <3 ones:) doriyaki. dino boat ride.
ohhh yeahhh! the food at wu tong zhai ye rockksss! the fish is super fresh and tasty! :D
D24 durians as well...!
oh my!!! i still can remember!! :D
My last minute shopping...! bought key chains for mich, cheryl, lihui and fatin!
and my playboy shoe!!! :D
Life can never be happier...! i just hoped that i was more mature, to be able to feel for others more and not only for myself. Sorry Mommy. :(
Am i getting to be more selfish? oh god, im really turning into a terrible monster...!
LOL all thanks to darling, for spoiling me so much... haix....!
Went back SG with the choco crossiant (big, cheap and nice) from genting.
I miss the warm feeling of waking up with your presence being " somewhere near me"
Although not exactly that "near" haha

15 APR
Met KJ Noval
Mich, Lihui, Cheryl, Fatin to fish and co. and starbucks session :)
with darlin.
but i remembered i had a great tummy upset.... :(
luckily darlin was there for me...
if not i would have felt worst.
i feels warm and nice that there's someone wating for you outside; as if whispering to you: you'd be fine, don't worry, im here. :D
And i remembered there was another someone who gave me this feeling when i always had tummy upsets during my secondary school days. :)
Not sure if she still rmb or know that her is her... but then again, it's another sad story...

Let's not be reminded of sad stories... they arent worth the thought.

Then i found a job at HSBC
20 Apr - 31 May.
A short one month period...
but the experience there is really vauable.
learnt a lot of skills there
made a number of friends :)
the people are really friendly and nice there
had a mini celebration on the last day!
they ordered pizza...! haha still had to pay though...! not free! hahaha
i made choco chip cookies for about 20 people in total :)

Met mich. lihui. cheryl and faitn for at least 2 more times i remembered...
one for Soupspoon and starbucks session
one more at northpoint for pasta mania and starbucks session :D

Went over to help out at dad's office for one day.

And i found this job @ Wyeth :)
8june onwards :)
yeap! im working in a nutritional cum pharma company:)
but it's real far far away! at TUAS! lol but i have company bus from wlds :D
Went for the plant tour yst for training:) Saw how they manufacture the baby powder :)
and i can say, Wyeth's S-26 milk powder is full of nutrients and definitely safe to drink, giving the standards and strictness put towards the process...! commendable!
i found out from my parents that my baby milk powder was infagrow... LOL
Feel like tasting the milk:) LOL

im enjoying my work here! haha!
And oh yeah, NUS science awaits me! :)
i just got the successfull appeal letter from ntu though...
now, im lost..! should i switch??
but i dont think i should.
So yup. i will stick to NUS science :D

Oh yeahhh! 2 more major stuffs! :)
4Jun
made dumplings together with mom and darlin :)

11Jun
Darlin and i combine powers and we made a super nice and beautiful fruit cake for my mom, cousin and uncle BDAY! :D

Only that the food and esp the SERVICE at the restaursnt (PU TIEN @ CITY SQUARE MALL) sucks!!!
the waiter literally smack the dishes on our table and while he was trying to place the bowl of soup on our table, it dripped all the way from his hand to our table and the dripping trial of the soup was just an inch away from my cousin....! it ended on his bag instead. like WTHHHH right?!
he acted like nothing happened and con't with his "black face" serving attitude.
Seriously, this is why people say that sg is not ready for a service driven economy...!
it's a total major turn off! and they serverely lack in manpower...
this led to their seriously lack in efficiency...!
i asked a lady to place my cake in the frige, she said okay leave it on the table.
she bought the cake to another table (under the spot light)
My cake was left under the spot like for at least 10 min before WE approached another staff and watch her place it in the fridge... (and crap, she placed it in the freezer...!) (totally no brains!)
a real bad experience!!! never eat there!!!! or get your mood all spoilt!

YESSSS! i PASSED my driving test on 10Jun11!!!!! :)
12 demerit points! hehe!!! :)
yeahhh ive got a license already! :)
byes SSDC :D spent a total of about SGD$2500.

12 JUNE 2011! our first year!
Went vivo for movie!
some bad experice happened as there was really a lot of human traffic...!
that lady.....! haix! let's not mention it!
Went sushi tei:D
<3 the baked salmon sushi and soft shell crab w floss sushi! :D
i prefer ichiban sashimi and sake's salmon mentai.
Was super full!
then we walked around and went to chocolate bar to have dark chocolat (chocolate's cappucino)
and chocolte souffle :D sinfully delicious!

i want to get cocoa beans and make my own chocolat :)

we went hort park after getting my favourite liu sha bao :D
we got lost! at teloh blangah area...!
ended up at the real henderson wave...! LOL
LOL i always thought that the one at hort park is the henderson bridge... LOL
but it was real dark and kind of scary already...! :(
then darlin gave me my TU TU :D i made it into a necklace! :)
took bus back to harbourfront then 963 back:)

13June
Went Zhou zhuang at JP on monday :)
i love the salted egg fish skin :)
took 187 back together!! :D

Tuesday 14 June
we went back Innova to get our SGC.
Headed to MBS and had the greatest lunch!! :D
At YU's restaurant! :D
Liu sha bao<3
xue shan cha sao bao
red bean w banana fritters
dan dan noodles
fried beancurd w salted egg :)
papaya w almond cream and hashima! <3
the prices for the dim sum are rather ex. 3 bao for SGD$6
As for the main dishes... the portion is really huge, so its still quite reasonable! :D
But.....! without doubt, the foods taste really really delicious, worth the money, i would say:)
The ambience and service is really nice as well! :D i swear i would carry home their tables and chairs if i was allowed to! super nice and cute!!!! :D A real good place for people to enjoy food:)
we even won a lucky draw of a bottle of red wine with the next dine in visit with any others made :)
went down to bugis and shopping time.....!!!!
i bought like:
5 tops
3 shorts
2 skirts
1 dress
1 belt
and
1 watch :)
we went Sim lim square food court for dinner!
the food tastes nice as well eh..!
oh i <3 the fruit juice: banana, kiwi and papaya. the taste is wonderful and it's also healthy! :D
we really enjoyed :)

15 Jun
then back he goes back into camp... ;(

17Jun
Can't wait for 5pm to come! im going to SJAB camp later :D excited!
Cant wait to meet the teachers, zm and hx:D
it's friday people! Time to celeb:D hehe

Let's talk it out and things will straighten out.
Relationships are meant to motivate and support, not to be stress out for.

I guess the important factor is to know what to tell her and do for her or even bring her to when she is feeling stressed, sad, pissed or hurt.