sparklingyew

Last day

2011-07-22T09:55:00.002+08:00

22 July 11

It's my last day for work at Wyeth already.
Time really files~~~
Started working since like the 3rd of Jan this year;
Since then, i have worked at NETS, HSBC and Wyeth.
I must say, i love here the most.
The people here are nice and really family like.
I've working for like less than 2 mths and the whole departement actually come up with a sum of cash to hold a farewell lunch buffet for me :D
Felt really touched..! The people here care for each other and are really nice and friendly people.
Maybe the large numbers of foreigners resulted in such an environment. <3
I made chocolate chip oatmeal raisin cookies for them and bought a big box of REDONDO for them to snack when they are hungry :D
Gonna miss this place and miss the people here.

I must say, i've learnt a lot in these few months with 3 different jobs.
Thanks a million.. those who patiently taught me and guided me:)

Flying towards my aspirations. XQ JiaYou! :)

♥♥♥

2011-07-07T10:55:00.003+08:00

To see you; brightens up my mood totally :D ♥
Always wondered what would cheer me up whenever im sad, down and breaking down...
companion♥
the sea; ♥
beautiful scenaries and peaceful serenity♥
dark chocolates ♥

It's all of the above.

the best happiness found... ♥
`Comes from within the HEART ♥ and not from foods...!
(Not going to make use of foods to make me happy...)
`because im going to find my True happiness...!

True Happiness that comes from within and last indefinitely are hard to find
But
Are worth the search; definitely.

Foods are devils from the heaven,
they give you almost immediate comfort; satisfy your hunger
BUT
not long after much,
one would realise,
they make you feel worst:
they seemed to make you full from within,
but not long after, that feeling will vanish; deciving you from within.
They make you keep wanting them; world's naturally addictives.
They make some of you couldn't stop having them; snacker's hell
They make you keep thinking of them; hunger's hell
They make you cant live without them; survival hell.
They make you fall in love with them; lover's hell
YET
make you regret greatly after that; bloatation's hell
They hurt you from within
YET
;you cant do anything about it.
They bring your self esteem down
YET
all you can do is only blame/feel bad about yourself for letting them in; sweet-talker player
Food, it made you their rooted slave;
Food, the worst kind of lover
Food, the angel with devil's wings
But
yet
YOU
have the choice.
The call lies in your hands and mouth. ♥
RECEIVE THE GIFT OF AN ANGEL
Be gluttony; fall under the wings of the devil.

happiness. xinfu.

Faith.
Smile.
Pass on the happiness.

Boredom won't kill, i have snsd, i have books and i have sooo many reading materials such as the news~~~!

Dont be anxious, take a deep breath, Face it. YOU CAN DO IT.

Let's go to parks and beaches to celebrate a major stuffs! :)Let's go shopping to reward yourself.

If you're happy, make those around you happy as well! :)
Spread your happiness to the rest of the world! :D
When the world is happy with you, your happiness is escalated to a mystical level...!

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hand ♥ ♥
if you're happy and you know and you really want to show;
if you're happy and you known it: Pass It On :D ♥

As SJAB had taught you so. :D ♥
REMEMBER ♥
TREASURE ♥

DEAD~ revieved in just a few minutes

2011-06-17T10:23:00.005+08:00

Oh my....! It has been like 4 mths and 3 days when i last posted.
Woah... hahaha almost forget that i actually have this blog.
Had problems with the email and password just now!
hahaha!

Just some major events :D
Was working at NETS from 3rd Jan to 8th April.

10-12 APR
When darling came out for his block week, we went genting with my mom and uncle!
i miss the DORIYAKI there!!!
i remembered when we were there, we went to the temple togethert via the hotel bus
Went to theme park...! the water ride was funnn!! :D hehe roller coaster and made key chains for our <3 ones:) doriyaki. dino boat ride.
ohhh yeahhh! the food at wu tong zhai ye rockksss! the fish is super fresh and tasty! :D
D24 durians as well...!
oh my!!! i still can remember!! :D
My last minute shopping...! bought key chains for mich, cheryl, lihui and fatin!
and my playboy shoe!!! :D
Life can never be happier...! i just hoped that i was more mature, to be able to feel for others more and not only for myself. Sorry Mommy. :(
Am i getting to be more selfish? oh god, im really turning into a terrible monster...!
LOL all thanks to darling, for spoiling me so much... haix....!
Went back SG with the choco crossiant (big, cheap and nice) from genting.
I miss the warm feeling of waking up with your presence being " somewhere near me"
Although not exactly that "near" haha

15 APR
Met KJ Noval
Mich, Lihui, Cheryl, Fatin to fish and co. and starbucks session :)
with darlin.
but i remembered i had a great tummy upset.... :(
luckily darlin was there for me...
if not i would have felt worst.
i feels warm and nice that there's someone wating for you outside; as if whispering to you: you'd be fine, don't worry, im here. :D
And i remembered there was another someone who gave me this feeling when i always had tummy upsets during my secondary school days. :)
Not sure if she still rmb or know that her is her... but then again, it's another sad story...

Let's not be reminded of sad stories... they arent worth the thought.

Then i found a job at HSBC
20 Apr - 31 May.
A short one month period...
but the experience there is really vauable.
learnt a lot of skills there
made a number of friends :)
the people are really friendly and nice there
had a mini celebration on the last day!
they ordered pizza...! haha still had to pay though...! not free! hahaha
i made choco chip cookies for about 20 people in total :)

Met mich. lihui. cheryl and faitn for at least 2 more times i remembered...
one for Soupspoon and starbucks session
one more at northpoint for pasta mania and starbucks session :D

Went over to help out at dad's office for one day.

And i found this job @ Wyeth :)
8june onwards :)
yeap! im working in a nutritional cum pharma company:)
but it's real far far away! at TUAS! lol but i have company bus from wlds :D
Went for the plant tour yst for training:) Saw how they manufacture the baby powder :)
and i can say, Wyeth's S-26 milk powder is full of nutrients and definitely safe to drink, giving the standards and strictness put towards the process...! commendable!
i found out from my parents that my baby milk powder was infagrow... LOL
Feel like tasting the milk:) LOL

im enjoying my work here! haha!
And oh yeah, NUS science awaits me! :)
i just got the successfull appeal letter from ntu though...
now, im lost..! should i switch??
but i dont think i should.
So yup. i will stick to NUS science :D

Oh yeahhh! 2 more major stuffs! :)
4Jun
made dumplings together with mom and darlin :)

11Jun
Darlin and i combine powers and we made a super nice and beautiful fruit cake for my mom, cousin and uncle BDAY! :D

Only that the food and esp the SERVICE at the restaursnt (PU TIEN @ CITY SQUARE MALL) sucks!!!
the waiter literally smack the dishes on our table and while he was trying to place the bowl of soup on our table, it dripped all the way from his hand to our table and the dripping trial of the soup was just an inch away from my cousin....! it ended on his bag instead. like WTHHHH right?!
he acted like nothing happened and con't with his "black face" serving attitude.
Seriously, this is why people say that sg is not ready for a service driven economy...!
it's a total major turn off! and they serverely lack in manpower...
this led to their seriously lack in efficiency...!
i asked a lady to place my cake in the frige, she said okay leave it on the table.
she bought the cake to another table (under the spot light)
My cake was left under the spot like for at least 10 min before WE approached another staff and watch her place it in the fridge... (and crap, she placed it in the freezer...!) (totally no brains!)
a real bad experience!!! never eat there!!!! or get your mood all spoilt!

YESSSS! i PASSED my driving test on 10Jun11!!!!! :)
12 demerit points! hehe!!! :)
yeahhh ive got a license already! :)
byes SSDC :D spent a total of about SGD$2500.

12 JUNE 2011! our first year!
Went vivo for movie!
some bad experice happened as there was really a lot of human traffic...!
that lady.....! haix! let's not mention it!
Went sushi tei:D
<3 the baked salmon sushi and soft shell crab w floss sushi! :D
i prefer ichiban sashimi and sake's salmon mentai.
Was super full!
then we walked around and went to chocolate bar to have dark chocolat (chocolate's cappucino)
and chocolte souffle :D sinfully delicious!

i want to get cocoa beans and make my own chocolat :)

we went hort park after getting my favourite liu sha bao :D
we got lost! at teloh blangah area...!
ended up at the real henderson wave...! LOL
LOL i always thought that the one at hort park is the henderson bridge... LOL
but it was real dark and kind of scary already...! :(
then darlin gave me my TU TU :D i made it into a necklace! :)
took bus back to harbourfront then 963 back:)

13June
Went Zhou zhuang at JP on monday :)
i love the salted egg fish skin :)
took 187 back together!! :D

Tuesday 14 June
we went back Innova to get our SGC.
Headed to MBS and had the greatest lunch!! :D
At YU's restaurant! :D
Liu sha bao<3
xue shan cha sao bao
red bean w banana fritters
dan dan noodles
fried beancurd w salted egg :)
papaya w almond cream and hashima! <3
the prices for the dim sum are rather ex. 3 bao for SGD$6
As for the main dishes... the portion is really huge, so its still quite reasonable! :D
But.....! without doubt, the foods taste really really delicious, worth the money, i would say:)
The ambience and service is really nice as well! :D i swear i would carry home their tables and chairs if i was allowed to! super nice and cute!!!! :D A real good place for people to enjoy food:)
we even won a lucky draw of a bottle of red wine with the next dine in visit with any others made :)
went down to bugis and shopping time.....!!!!
i bought like:
5 tops
3 shorts
2 skirts
1 dress
1 belt
and
1 watch :)
we went Sim lim square food court for dinner!
the food tastes nice as well eh..!
oh i <3 the fruit juice: banana, kiwi and papaya. the taste is wonderful and it's also healthy! :D
we really enjoyed :)

15 Jun
then back he goes back into camp... ;(

17Jun
Can't wait for 5pm to come! im going to SJAB camp later :D excited!
Cant wait to meet the teachers, zm and hx:D
it's friday people! Time to celeb:D hehe

Let's talk it out and things will straighten out.
Relationships are meant to motivate and support, not to be stress out for.

I guess the important factor is to know what to tell her and do for her or even bring her to when she is feeling stressed, sad, pissed or hurt.

Valetine's day

2011-02-14T21:02:00.003+08:00

It's valentine's day!

I had the cake that darling bought for me as breakfast! :D
happy and sweet! :) heart shaped! <3>>>> PASSED 50/50

Ate red bean bun and the cookie for breakfast! ;)
pink heart shaped cookie from the valentines day set meal at ichiban boshi @ nex
:D
yeah yeah sweet!!! arghhh...
friday to see him siaa!! ;(
well now that i've passed my btt, i need will have to go for my practical lessons already!

Just booked 2 slots, one on thu and the other on friday both at 8.10pm!
hope he comes out on friday and we can meet after my lessons at 1010pm...

going to be real busy after today!
got to complete 20 lessons from now till 31 march in order to get the $100 rebate for my dad!
as i promised!

oh well... maybe its good like this.... at least i have the discipline to book and go for lessons!
and i need to book for my FTT soon alr!

just bought my pdl as well
hope i don have to renew it!

kind of afraid of parking!
seem like it's the toughest among all!

but never mind! driving is fun!

oh ya painted my nails! :)
pink and purple on the finger nails
and choco brown on the toe nails!
the right finger nails almost killed me!
till now im still not satisfied with the right ring finger!

argh and the toe nail needs some redo!
running out of the remover!

haix haix!

workk tmr! can see joanne!
and im going to have bread for lunch!! :))) yeah yeah!
jia you! red bean or kaya bread lehh?

oh ya i had a great valentine's day dinner with family!
western and vege and red wine! :) yeah yeah! hehe!
im sooo full now!

happy valentine's day darling! :)

2011-02-10T12:39:00.011+08:00

An asshole doings
(which makes him worst than it)

I've been working since 3rd Jan 2011 every weekdays
Met new friends and even got exposed to a little bit of office politics..
Arghh sometimes i should think for myself a little...?
Should i have just my save own skin and be ignorant?
I guess that's just not me...
whatever it is right or wrong..
should have or should have been not...
My intentions was never to expose her doings and brought harm upon her..
What good does it brings to me?
i guess i almost exposed her was because the lady asked if the "person" was from my department...
i immediately said : "no, she wasnt from our department, i know who is she"
okay, i swear i didnt know that "the lady" was some big boss's secretary trying to know who exactly was the culprit of the bbq pork smell diffused into the whole office from the pantry...
im definitely not trying to bootlick or what... like for god sake... im not that kind of person
i then realised smt wasnt right when the lady was so determined to find out who was the culprit... even to the extend of asking me to show her...
after one of the perm staff said that she's the secretary of the rather big boss...
i knew i should have stop at "no, it wasnt from our deparment"
and totally censor the "i know who is she" part...!
but the good thing was i don know the culprit's name... all i did was described her features...
but they were still clueless...
i don know if i should say dumb me or what...
but my intentions was to prove the innocence of my deparment and maybe that little bit of trying to be funny and gossiping... cause the smell of bbq pork in the whole office was just absurd and hilarious..?
And at that time we were kind of putting up cny deco... like having funn and i was a little high and out of my clam and serious state...?
in the end... i heard she admited on her own
maybe my descriptions was just as bad as not describing at all..
i even asked her if she was scolded when i got to meet her in the pantry when she was cleaning up the mircowave oven...
luckily she wasnt! phewwww~~
if not i would die of guilt!

wanted to say sorry to her personally...
even though she wasnt scolded...
but my friends said i shouldnt...
they said i should just let the matter rest...
haixxxx~~

but well another colleague of mine who also knew about this whole incident chose to kept quiet instead...
maybe a lot may say that he was "clever"
but isnt him kind of trying to save his own skin when his own department was about to get accussed?
maybe i was just dumb to think that i could protect my department when im just a small temp..?

whatever that is right or wrong
should or should not have been
i want to get it clear across
that im NOT trying to expose her or brought harm upon her
so stop trying to make me guilty or what.
my consciences is clear!
but yours? you're the who should reflect...?
at least i said the truth and didnt cause her any scoldings
even if i had, i will say sorry to her.
at the least of the least i didnt lie and leave my department to get accussed...

well, this was one of the many incidents that changed my persceptions about that jerk...
(ps: ppl who know me know that i don anyhow call ppl jerks and asshole... so ya you should know what kind of a person that ass was...)

here's some of the incidents that happened:
how rudely he talks to us, excuse me, we're gals.
(he even used vulgarities towards gals)
the really dumb way he debates against smt that was downright fixed and known to be a FACT!
(all those vacuous comments and point he had made...)
it's obvious that he's someone who cant lose...
but dumb ass, it's known to be a fact, you're wrong! accept it
and stop using real dumb and stupid reasons to try to win over the debate
(use your logic and common sense! and don throw all your JC's ppl faces by saying your from JC!)
because it's just making you even more dumb, absurd and ridiculous!
makes me feel that i'm wasting my breath and time debating with you.
pisses me off very much as well (that's because i still treat you as a friend at that time!)
on the next incident... (if you're so low in eq and let it happen again..) i'm just going to laugh it off... let's see what kind of vacuous remarks would you make...!
i would not debate with you... i will laugh at you!
(trying to be nice and explaining what is right to you so that you would understand, instead? i get shit and hell from all your vulgarities, moreover you were damn rude when you were debating)
saying things like this "no PRC ppl, no ppl to clear rubbish.. you want to do those jobs meh? you tell me, you want to do those jobs meh?!"
(the tone i swear was harsh and demanding) (we were debating over too many prc in sg)

looking at your dimwit face and expressions...
it really makes me feel that im talking to someone who more than fits to be described as being asinine!

oh here's an example of his vacuous comments and points
i said : "them coming is okay... it's their diehard and not really likeable habits that they should change if they want to come to sg right?"
he said: "eh they are the ones coming right and in such big numbers (last yr was 20 000 plus i heard..) shouldnt we change to accomodate them instead meh?"
like oh god is he right in his mind?!
chinese friends, ever heard of the phrase RU XIANG SUI SU?
they are coming over to another country to be PR and the locals have to change our good and courteous (mostly) habits to suit their saliva spitting, pushing unnecessaily hard in the mrt and littering and many more bad habits...???!!! isnt that just ridiculous?!
pisses me off more is that he's sg-ean and someone who is from jc...
didnt your gp teacher taught you that the most basic argument points inculdes logic and common senses?!
ohhh maybe that was too easy for others to be taught... but he just didnt know...?
then again he might have memorised the points?
tskkk!
it irks me!

here's a really sickening one,
on friday 28 i think.
i went to have dinner with my jc girlfriends....
they had smt on and had to leave early...
so i went to met them (my work friends, ya that jerk was there...) for pool.
while walking to the pool area at promod from DG mrt..
he said this to me out of a sudden...(i didnt said anything about him at all) : "eh why you here? thought now it is the best timing for you to earn money?"
(i hope you guys know what is he refering to..) damm ass?
said that to a gal?! jerk yeah?
maybe his other gal friends can take it, but i cant! asshole duck
i was damn insulted and angry, which part of me look like i'm that kind?!
(maybe he himself is an actual duck!)
i would rather die of hunger than ever do this to my body.
(unless you see me there with your dog shit eyes, don you dare ever said such thing to me.
you have no rights to hurt me like and i still treat you like a friend?!)
felt like slapping him immidiately and demand for a sorry.
but i was composed enough to only return this back: "then why are you not at changi then?!"
(and not make the situation look bad i held back my arms) (hope you guys get it as well)

after that.... my anger had sort of shimmer down...
and he freaking said the same thing again?!
okay first i could understand if you're just a jerk... saying this to a gal...?!
and you even repeat it?! are you like dumb, zero in eq or just pure asinine?!
it was not only rude, it was insultive and there were 2 more friends around?!
i don think it's at all funny, if you were trying to make a joke about it!
and this time i gave a hard kick right in the centre of his ass... making it as a joke as well
he was lucky i was composed and didnt make a scene over it!
i could asked for you to be beaten up. asshole
And you were not even guilty of it. not even a sorry
i don know whatelse to say about you as a person.. moreover youre a guy doing all these to gals?! please with such brians i don think you can ever get into OCS, asshole.
then again maybe you're a bootlicker!
then officers, don be fooled by him!

And then!
things i heard from my other colleagues...
he used the packed christmas tree to hit my friend and used it to sweep across another gals face?!
recently i saw him using a stack of papers to hit my friend as well
when my friend ouched in shocked
he didnt even say sorry, he said this: "wah why you so exaggerated one ahh, like that also must ouch..." i swear he said that, they were right infront of me
he only said sorry when my friend hit him back like 3 times continously, but not because he was real sorry but because he wanted her to stop hitting himself!
like wth ya?! downright childish and you telling me he's going to be 19 this yr?!
he's acting worse than a sec2 kid!

he's a real big time jerk who more than fits to be described as being asinine.
asshole
i actually wanted to give me another chance after the butt kick incident...!
but after the PRC incident in which i havent mention... he actually scolded this : " your balls ah" when i rmbed was just asking smt. so damn freaking rude yeah?!!!! so what if he's trying to say that his right or say that im wrong.
and i said this: "i don have"

asshole asshole asshole!

no one has ever treat me this way ever....!
he's a real jerk!
another time, it would not be me he's facing only!

no wonder he's still single now..... asshole!
i hope you remain single forever!

Just realise the amount of exclaimation marks i have used was.... quite a number... lol
yes, i was really angry...
recalling all these unhappy and undesirable happenings...
but
nope, my life doesnt suck just because of him...
in fact, im happy that i've finally seen thru him.
i just have to accept that there's always exist the someone who is just out there to spoil your day,
but what that really matter most is, did you allow him/her spoil it?
i was dumb to let him spoil it for the past few days...
from now on, i'm never going to allow anyone to ruin my mood or day (esp. ppl who doesnt care about me; why should be concern over what they say or do as well yeah?)

whatever you say isnt going to bring me down, because i live my life with consciences and purity in all relationships i have.
My friends (and those who cares for me) and i know what kind of person i am and i shall not be affected by someone whom i regard as nobody.
As long as those who are dear to me know who i am inside, the rest doesnt matter already.
because this is what that matters the most right now.

just say whatever you want, karma will get back to you.
im just going to carry on with my beautiful life

you're nobody to me.

Cupcakes anyone?

2011-02-06T19:05:00.004+08:00

Made cupcakes yesterday
(about 13 of them)

specially kept 7 for you guys...

but in the end...
it ended up in the fridge and i had to "invite them" to eat it the next morning
crap

i still had to make a special raisin cupcake and im not even sponsered
tell me i've received so much ang bao money...
cant i do cupcakes for them...

well, so do my other siblings received right?!
but they're not doing anything with it right?!
im making cupcakes not for myself
it's for you guys.
im already using my own expenses for the basic ingredients and blueberries!

even he was willing to sponser me when im not even making for him at all
this is the reason why i would rather be with him
and spend more time with him
because all i get from you guys are unstoppable tears
and heart aches

first you say he's not good cause he cant take care me (pardon me, it's don know)
now you say this "wahh now got bf help you pluck the prawns no need me already..."
so what it is do you want?!
tell me!

never mind, you made me confused and lost, im just going to have it my way.

back to cupcakes
it was in the fridge overnight and i took it out for awhile...
you said it is too hard... reason being the sugar hadn't melt...
it was because it's just out from the fridge please

lucky i had a vouch yesterday
my most valued cupcake fan! my maid ! :)
ask her, it wasnt hard at all yesterday!
it was like lucky she said it was nicer than the shops at vista point
if not i would be even more hurt by my own family.

i felt crappy

specially ordered, packed, kept and brought back 7 for you guys. Then....?
do you know that i had like about 10 friends who wanted to try it?!
but they had none of them!
i swear i never want to make for you guys any more!

But!
im not going to give up!
im going to perserve and make even better cakes
im going to pass on the happiness to people who appreciates them not those who don't.
i give up on makin for you guys.
never going to specially leave any for you guys.

don't ask me why.

this is the pure reason why.

you've borken a mini baker's heart..

anyways, i got a new wallet and a cute diary! =)
going to spill all my heart felt emotions into that book
so that it seems like i have someone to talk to every now and then!

still pondering on if i should get that pair of watches!
maybe i should try first...
judge if it's nice on me..

It's the last day of January..!

2011-01-31T10:05:00.004+08:00

9 more weeks to the end of this temp job of mine..!
Ohhh god... If they could let me do some other things...
Rather than scanning... Sucks... Like shit.

After this job I swear I'm going to find a much likable and enjoyable job than this!

Part time retail? :)

And hopefully somewhere much nearer!!

Arghhh! Super squeezy mrt! ;(( arghh!

Can't wait for cny! :)
Although I don know what's going to happen...
Hahaha at least I can sleep more and at home!

Miss those sleeping days!

Going to get super busy and tiring after 14 feb !

Got to choing my driving lessons! Haix! Jia you!

Hopefully I don over tire myself...!!

I want to make cakes! ;)

Love my cupcakes! :))

Niceeee! :)

It's all work, meeting up, exercising, baking :)

And soon to be having driving lessons.

I realise I don even have time for myself...

This is just so tiring...

WORKKKKK!!!

2011-01-26T12:29:00.001+08:00

OHHH GOD!
FINALLY I CAN BLOGGG!!
ARGHH PS: IM IN OFFICE!
JUST FINISHED MY LUNCH!! ;)
HAD VEGE AND RICE AND MY CUTE SUGAR ROLL WITH SUGAR COATING!!
I'M GOING TO HAVE THIS WHENEVER IM HAVING CRAMPS
SORRY FOR THE CAPS!

KIND OF USED TO IT...
LOL
WORKK AHH

HAIXXXXX!
SCAN SCAN SCAN!!

BOUGHT MY IPHONE CASING!! FINALLY!
YEAH!!!

I REALISE I HAVE NO CNY CLOTHES! LOL
MAYBE GO HUNT FOR A DRESS ON SAT... LOL

HAIXXX I MISSS DARLING!!! ;(

JIA YOU!

CHEESE CAKE THIS SAT?? MAYBE! :)

It's monday!

2010-12-27T09:48:00.006+08:00

It's a little mixture and happiness and sorrow

I'm kind of looking for job but i'm kind of too used to doing nothing
Thinking of myself having to do a presumptous amount of admin work...
i'm kind of feeling sick!
but whatelse can i do!!
unless i get the temp events coordinator position!!
really hope i get it, cause i like to plan for events!
find it cool, when everything goes smoothly as planned
like all your hard work have paid off!
but anyways, let's just earn monay first yeah!
hahha so that i can shop and eat out more offten! hahaha!
shop shop shop!

i loveeee shorts!
i want to get
a black one
an army green one
a pink one!
hahahaha

dresses!!!
white dresses are nice esp those with ribbons!!!
i love ribbons

dressy tops!
joops at 313 sells loads of nice tops!
love them
near to get formal bottom too!

wanted to get jeans but i don like myself in them.. lol
don look nice!

maybe i will get like skirt for office wear!

just when i think of them!
All these are worth while yeah!
hahahahahaha!

let's jiayou!!! :)

gone thru quite a lot of things last weekend..
haix i don know how to feel... like...
i wonder how will things turn out again the next time haix
i hate being a cry baby that i am
maybe i was the selfish one
i really don understand myself
it was chritmas
i was left alone
club was where you went
how am i supoosed to feel any love or care
crap
i don know what to do anymore
i hate having the feeling of being deserted
crap
i don know how to feel
if you cant then dont
then maybe we're just not meant to be.
crap
maybe i'm wrong for not saying..
even if i said i think i going to get this answer: but alr told them i going leh
so get it? i will never ask you because will there be any difference?
you would still leave me alone right
craaaapppp
maybe you cant give me what i want
tell me what to do next

Contradiction

2010-12-22T18:58:00.004+08:00

Now i seriously feel contradictory with myself
having said so much from my last post and i still thought otherwise...
i don know
maybe like what gp had taught me, there's always an agreeing factor and a disagreeing factor on any particular issue.
maybe i shall see how thing would turn out to be...
for the first and last time, im going to judge for myself
and no one else is going to affect me, no one at all.

i just want to know that you care even w/o me telling you, you need to.
i just want to know that you do think for me and us maybe not always but at least what when you need to.
because these are what bf do for the least for their gf yeah?

An insightful Sunday

2010-12-19T16:05:00.003+08:00

I'm finally able to blog!
Couldn't remember my password for the pass one week.. (or maybe i've typed wrongly.. haha)

Exams are way way over and i've spent the past 10 days looking for jobs, going for interviews, calling people and studyig for my btt..
Didn't enjoy the past few days very well with seriously nothing to do at home adding that i was ill, still recovering. But definitely feeling better.

I realise i don't really express myself much at home..
Even though i was sick and feeling really terrible, i kept it to myself.. and i wonder if i have been living like that for the past years? i know if he's around, i would tell him but now that he's busy training and training i didnt want him to know and worry for me..
the funny thing is i even told fb.
i just had no one to tell at home... i guess
it's okay those illnes would leave me very soon for good.
i'm strong

luckly i had my scrap book to work with for the past 5 days and that kept me going.
this is also the reason why i'm in front of the lap top now
looking for quotes to put them in my scrap book!
i have a few that i really liked and had learnt alot about..
i think i'm going to put a few here!

1. Find that guy that will pick up every piece
of your shattered heart & put it back together;
Replacing it with a piece of his.

2. Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel.

3. Just Because Someone Doesn't Love You The Way You Want Them To,
Doesn't Mean They Don't Love You With All that They Have

well, i've understand a lot from these quotes esp the last one...

it's my love and i have the final say
i know they're all for my good.. yes yes
but it's the first time only yeah
you'll see in time to come..
so just lay down your judgemental hearts first and be friends first.
we're all learning...

nothing's going to waver me
we'll learn together.

it's not because he doesn't love me
it's not because he doesn't want to take care of me
it's not because he's not a good bf

it's because he doesn't know how to be a good one.

good bf are only good because they learn from their many experiences and failures but what if yours is someone who doesn't have any experiences?
let's learn together then. there's nothing wrong with it.

some people are good at it even for the first time, while some needs a longer time to think ahead and be a good one.

we're all learning to care for each other, it maybe easy on my side because it's in me to care but he needs twice the time and twice the effort to learn to care for me because he hasn't have got any younger siblings and we're both inexperienced in love but who is to say that we cant love if we're inexperineced?

well at least i see the effort that he's making for me and the tremendous change in he's careless personality before we were together.

give us a break yeah. i know what am i doing.

i want a good bf for myself as well, who doesn't?
i know if he's treating me good or not.
i have my own eyes to see if he's making an effort for me and that's enough isn't it?
i know, i'm not dense or infatuated or what.
i know what am i doing.

if you could just put yourself into our shoes
go back to the time when you had your very first girl or guy...
did you know what to do..?

i may be blur or slow or naive or whatever as it seems to you guys, but i know exactly what i want and what is best for myself, so don worry.

so please look into the real details before placing any harsh judgement.

thanks.

Just a notion.

2010-11-07T18:22:00.002+08:00

I guess there are 3 separate reasons why people confides and wishes for a listening ear. It's not just to listen but well that can be the case as well.
1. The wish for an opinion as of what to do now so that it's the right way.
2. The yearn for that someone's support
3. The need for some to console and comfort

Just another notion

2010-10-23T15:31:00.002+08:00

it was amazing how the PSI index had shot up to above 100 just about 3 days ago.
And just how much i miss the clear sky and fresh air i used to enjoy while walking to school every morning(the drive that keeps me going on). Now, all that is left is the dirty atomsphere which cause my eyes to itch every now and then.
i hate waking up to all these dirty and unsightly surroindings, it just turns me off straight away.

Worst of all, what have we done? Well,simply nothing and we get to "enjoy" the "genting look alike" weather and surounding, not to freshen up our respiratory system but to cause detrimental effects to them.

if there was an analogy to this, i would strongly advocate that the above situation was a large scale of the smokers and non-smokers sitution. The smokers, the burning done by you know who...in order to (you know what) The non-smokers, the poor us suffering due to theses burning, who simply did nothing but tried to protect our health and due to these smokers, all our efforts has been squandered.

And need not any explanations, the haze flew to us are just like the second hand smoke. Now, isnt this clearer? like the smokers, if you guy dont treasure your health, the burner, then so be it. But we the non smokers who value our health hope that you guys ( be it the burners or smokers) would actually spare a thought for us (be it the non smokers and the poor haze sufferers). Please be responsible with what you do and not do something that is at the expense of someone else's life. i seriously don get how smokers or buners can do away with their conscience in mind and realse those toxic into the environment knowing that it would have detrimental effects to the people or country around them. Do they care?

Lets talk about smoking.
Seriously, those who want to start smoking, please just totally drop that idea
its for the good of yourself, your family, your friends and your society.
and for those able to do away without it,
you being able to abstain from smoke is a great deal of contribution to your society

ultimately, one less smoker is enough to equate to a better health and environment for everyone already
and i find that those who have dropped their smoking habits for the greater society are to be well respected and good role models to the other smokers.

Back to haze; its raining now and i see this rain as my government efforts to pressure the burners to stop. i sincerely hope that this catalyst would not be defunct. i think we deserve a better environment than this.

if the rain got to be longer, it's okay, as long as it brings the haze away.

pollution has no political boundaries.

Is it just a day?

2010-10-12T01:07:00.006+08:00

Was it forgotten since that day.
It still meant something to me.
I hoped it would be remembered.

I really don understand myself.
Sometimes when I cry I just want to be alone
While this time when I cry I just want someone to know
Well but there are times " I just want someone to stay by my side and hug me tightly
And that time I remembered how much I wanted a phone call to get a little comforts and someone to tell me to just breathe.

So what exactly do i want?
I seriously wonder.

Sometimes I'm okay with this, sometimes I'm not.
Sometimes I find those ways to be useless while sometimes i yearn for it the most.
Somtimes I want this, sometimes I want that.
Sometimes I just wish that someone knows
Sometimes I try so hard to hide it.

And most of the times, I'm just confused with what I want.
This or that?

SOMETIMES, Never take girls words too seriously, because they may not even
What they actually.

But most of the time, is to show that you care..
It's all the small things that adds up
Maybe it's the way you responded

Girls loves and hates promises the most.

I want this i want that.
Just show me that.

It takes a little patience and time to be a little more sensitive and conscientious towards her feelings.

In the path of growing, I found out more about myself instead.
How irritatingly fickle minded and twisted I can be.

I can't even stand myself.
No one can win me when it comes to this.

Can you...

Put up
With...

2010-10-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

I love the peaceful blue sky
I want to watch how aurora flies
I want to lie on a ground filled with snow
I want to run away from all sorrow
I want to watch shooting stars fly past my eyes
I want to watch myself through your eyes
I want to see my reflection in your eyes

I still remember how the silly you frantically called me thinking that I was crying from what you've said... But I wasn't... And now when I'm really am... I love the blue sky.

Nope nope nope

2010-09-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

Okay yst was pure FUN but tiring!!!
Made breakfast for :D
Then RAN back to find shijun!!!
It's been loooonnnngggg since I've seen her!!
Head back and made prepare picnic for zm and hx!
Hahaha!! But it was raining!!!
End up at some void deck!
Then we rushed to amk to watch RE!
Haha zm went for tuition...
Then hx and I went to cut hair!! Haha!
My fringe is weird!! But at last I cut my hair!
Went home and was really really super tired!!

Tired and lethargic
And that I hoped that it wasn't true.

2010-09-24T00:17:00.002+08:00

Whooo!! So many things I want to blogggg about!! :))

Okay yesterday was lantern festival!
Went downstairs to play with my mini lantern and candles!
Will upload the photos soon? Lol

Yes yes! Went swimming today morning!!! :)))
Fun refreshing and fun!! Hahaha!
Went to eat pizza at amk after that
The sweetest taste ever;)
Then went around orchard to look for new urban male outlets
for slippers! They're having promos like buy 2 pieces and get half price!
Bought a sandals! ;) hah! Lovely!

Oh ya! Marks and spencher's digestive biscuits are heavenly!!

Now there's sooo much more things coming up!!! ;)))
Can't wait for tomo! <3

Prataaa~!! snsd and love cloud!

2010-09-22T16:53:00.004+08:00

PRATA was delicious with them around!!! :)
nice crapping with them and having fun in NTUC!! haha
my lovely-s!!! <3

YOONA and YURI
hahahaha!!! i love them!!
don know why, after watching hello baby i started falling for them!!!
yoona yuri yoona yuri yoona yuri!!!

See this love cloud?
the other time we gazed up the sky we saw a love shape formed by the clouds instead
it was a super short moment, didnt even have enough time to capture it with my phone...

the lovely things we see together... <3

Ive finally changed my blogskin!!! after like 2 years or so?
i love this new skin! simple and nice

changes.
just try your very best to embrace it.
not that tedious afterall.

Relieved!! ~~~ :D

2010-09-21T23:15:00.004+08:00

Prelim 2 is finally overrrr!!! :))))
Finally I can stop my study marathon for a short short moment!
Super super happy!!!
Celebrated Mr Chang's bday today!!!
Though he wasn't totally caught in shockness,
but I can some how feel that he loves it:)
And! He's going to be a father in like less than a month!!
He must be excited!!! And I'm happy and excited for him as well!!
Hahaha! A baby boy!!
Another october baby!!:))
Okay back to celebrations!!
Lol still it was all fun and lovely!!
Brave Sufyan wearing a skirt to the canteen!

Whoo!!! Super duper fun!
Hahahaha!!!
Went to eat gelarie ice cream!!!
Haha!! Lemon sorbet damn sourly nice!!
Waffles waffles waffles + fruits!!!
With added love <3 (haha) :D
Haha no freedom of speech here!! ;(
Went to watch devil after that!!
It's scary, but kind of weird! Lol
Oh god parks are beautiful places!

Can't wait for prata tmr morning with the big fours of us!! :)
I want to swimmmm on Thursday!!
Can't wait to seeee you 2 on friday!! Resident evil!
Superly missed!
Worth! ;) Jia you!!!
Now chase your aspirations!!

2010-09-19T16:01:00.002+08:00

只晓得期待越多越难过
爱要多聪明才能逃的过哭泣
只带给我夹着开心的伤心

要放下太多的疑惑才能专心去快乐
要这样才能相信会有明天吗

Rationality

2010-09-07T21:28:00.005+08:00

Yup. They were misleading.
But I had another objective in mind
Should have thought about it
It was really nothing
Lucky I wasn't pms-ing

Thanks for taking turns in taking care of me.
Being able to smile again would be a faraway fantasy without you guys
I was always wrong to give that verdict
Not the only ones.
There's so much more others
I will be strong for you guys
You had so many more,
But it didn't strike that I only had.
I've learnt so much

Teasure
Appreciate
Be grateful

Nothing comparable

2010-09-06T02:06:00.003+08:00

I don understand
How can I salvage this
I really didn't thought it would be like
It really meant nothing
My hands are not huge enough
Don turn your back on me
I don think I can manage anymore.
I don want to lose anymore
I can't breathe anymore
I really don know what I would do
I don know what can i do
Things are getting out of hands.
Don lose your happiness because of me.
I promise you won't have to see me,
If you don wish to, anymore
I promise you will nvr have to face me anymore.
Never. Really never.

2010-09-04T12:50:00.002+08:00

All I need was
but
never
when I needed
the most.

Stop believing
stop having faith
stop having hopes

So that I won't crumble down yet once more

Real life and movies.

2010-08-29T12:25:00.003+08:00

It's never like a movie nor and drama tv
not every sad leaving brings about another
loving start awaiting.... There happen to have sad leaving
all that's left after that is simply and freaking
nothingness... When that happens, what do one does??
How? Oh god the movies didn't teach!!

2010-08-24T00:04:00.003+08:00

I should have known
I should have realised
that
Everything else seems so different
it's like I'm on my own now
you used to be my wave
I took you for granted, I admit.
now that you're gone, I know how much you meant to me
but I can never turn time back anymore
I hope you're doing well.
I don want to lose anyone anymore
you're worth the better more.
If that's your final verdict to all relations then I'll learn to accept.
Because I had used up my choice right?!
Because all of these is just so damn freaking unfair.
When I choose, do I indirectly and inevitably lose more than anything else?
I don understand anymore, is love the only answer?
That's just so Unfair.
All that is left is
What if one day nothing would be there for me?
Who would?
I don want to be left alone.
I don want. Really.

17 April 2010

2010-08-10T10:10:00.004+08:00

I finally understand why
my left eyesight is deteriorating
so so so rapidly.
17 April 2010.
Tears from the left eye first meant pain
You haven't found the one, have you?

Is it really due to diverse expectations?

I finally understand why am I stupid.

The one.

2010-08-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

Found her one and only

Unsure uncertain
reading too much

would allow
and risk

but

She's not the one and only

unsure uncertain
reading too much

would sacrifice for
would worry for
would care for

Unsure uncertain
reading too much

doubtfully sweet and nice.
That's what the feeling's like

being in love with loving
maybe that's all that it is.

Not the one?
Yet again?
Don want to dwell too much
don want to sink too deep into it
don wish to hear for the truth.
Don want to
don want to
don wish to

should think about it.
Really the one?

I hate this crap.

Nothing matters more.

2010-07-18T21:15:00.004+08:00

Whatever you do.
Just remember this.... BREATHE!
That's all for concern.
That's all for caring.
I don need them.
Not from any of you, at least, anymore.
I was so wistful to even yearn for it.
it's true that if you didn't care about something so much
you woudnt be hurt from them as easily and as deeply.
Is this the way to be stronger?
You learn to love less; care-less?

Never forgetting my bday 2 yrs ago

tell yourself this:
it's okay to be ignored
it's normal to lose things
it's alright to get hurt
It's all fine.
Just freaking accept
if not forget
otherwise never make yourself regret.

When loves fades,
it's just like a puddle of still water, how still
all sides being blocked off from any tides
cancelling all movements
as if pushing away any corcerns
even the simplest and meaningless ones
when love fades.
All that is left is
nothing.
Fishes are lies and are never the step back.
It's just forget and lose the tides.

Rejoice! oh god!

2010-07-08T14:43:00.006+08:00

Prelim1 is finallllyyy ovvverrr!!
well, i've always yearned for this day to come...

but when it's finally here...

it still feels the same, in fact, it feels boring and mundane!

i've got nothing to do! oh goddd... Haix...

back to studies again....

to be honest, i don hold high hopes for this time.

Math paper 1 is killer
Physics paper 2 is... woah!

I can't even finish any of the chemistry papers...

Econs? i don even have enough time to finish studying...

I seriously just hope that i won't be admitted into the Star programme

i did tried hard, but then again, it's my fault that i've let time down this time round...
if i could have started earlier... things wouldn't be so difficult, i guess.

Procrastination is a big word that i have to overcome!

and well...

i have to say, if you want an answer from someone but doesn't want to trust that person's answer,

then what's the point of asking..

just work well with your own foolish speculations

i can tell you a thousand times that what i'm saying is a 100% of truth

but if you doubt me, then forget about asking.

it's so stupid

here i am trying to explain my answer and there you are trying to put down all my explanations, this time, not even allowing me to defend myself..

and this time, i chose to be in silence...

since you think what you say is true and only your views are the truth.

well then, so be it.

i'm not at any lost. in fact you're the one at lost.

because you will never get the truth if you just keep dwelling on those "untruth"

i'm fine with it.

just do not be shocked when the truth slaps you right in your face.

this time, don blame me for not explaining because your ears have been closed all these time.

and is there any point in my explanations at all?
think about it.

your sarcarsm is my own joke to be, not yours...

You heard what Mr Pillai had said didn't you?!

2010-06-20T01:58:00.003+08:00

A month is all the time I have,
and there it is,
slipping through my fingers so readily and instantaneously
and there it is: I'm only left with one week.
Oh god.
I really hope I would be able to pull through this time round
Girl, Jia you Jia you jia you!!!
Never let time pass you by..
Never let a moment of joy results to a lifetime of regrets.
Only do things that you won't regret.
Pollution has no boundaries
just like distractions has no limits when there isn't control.
Just like how influence can filter through weak walls.
Build up your influence defence wall right now
and make sure you filter those unpleasant ones!
Clear your mind and heart, focus!
Start your pen's engine right now!

Cross my principles or endanger my Family or friends,
face a dire consequence.

Yes going get super nice pastries and super chocolates on thursday!! :D

What exactly do you want girl

2010-06-11T20:04:00.005+08:00

I seriously want to know my answer.
But I don feel like thinking about it.
Because I know myself that these tears
could not be stopped
but seriously what is the meaning of everything?

Walking alone at amk mrt really reminds
me so much about my past and how much
have I changed since then.
I remembered how selfish I was and how childish
I was.
The past that I want to throw away.
I recalled how independent I was. I could
make it home without any company at all
do so much alone..
But this stupid me now have lost this ability
I hate it. Why can't I just from the past and
be less reliant...
I hate being like that.

Xueqin 加油

2010-06-06T16:46:00.004+08:00

Oh god I can blog using iPhone!!!!
Lol hahahaha so fun!!! :)))
oh god I'm so so so bored!!!
Super bored!! Slept at 1.30am
and woke up at 6am!! Went to send
my dear aunt back to philppines
Well yeah if you realised I'm both fun and bored!
Hahahaha!! I thought my iPhone was spoilt
just now!!! Whoooo!! Haha lucky it's NOT thanks to
a xiaodidi!!! :D Haha no need go orchard!!!
Hahahahahas :)))

SHE JUST WANT THINGS TO GET BETTER

2010-05-14T16:10:00.005+08:00

SHE THOUGHT THAT THIS WOULD BE BETTER FOR EVERYONE.
BUT YA WHAT SHE DIDN'T CONSIDER WAS HERSELF.....
NOW CONFUSED AND COMPLICATED IS THE WORD
NOW EVERYTHING IS SO BREAKING DOWN ON HER
NOW SHE HAS TO DO THINGS ON HER OWN
SHE HIDES AND NO ONE WILL EVER FIND OUT
I HATE IT HAVING TO SPECULATE THIS AND THAT
I JUST WANT THINGS TO BE LIKE THAT
JUST LIKE THAT
I WANT TO GO BACK TO 2 YEARS' TIME SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO VEX ABOUT THIS WHOLE DAMN THING
I'M FREAKING CULELESS OF WHAT TO DO NOW. I SERIOUSLY WANT TO CRY.

Beautiful things

2010-04-17T13:48:00.003+08:00

there are more beautiful things waiting for me to protect and discover

beautifully sweet

pretty

why is it when somethings get better, the others will always bound to get worse.

Howe is right. The first tears from the left eye meant pain.

This time I'm really really unsure and heart broken.

2010-04-14T23:18:00.005+08:00

struggling with the truths
struggling with the lies
confused in deciding what to cry for
the lies or the truths
the speculated expectation or the guaranteed lie
I'm afraid of losing anything
those that i've lost, are they coming back if this continues?
or am i supposed to should i just let everything pass me by this time

this time you're wrong, really wrong.
She really hates me. Yes it's my fault that i tried so hard in helping her get rid of it
i should have said sorry and was about to until i she spilled the beans
she said it so clearly that my heart could hear it.
so this was what she have been dwelling for 17 years.
so this is then the truth?
your answer about having too much daughters is definitely a lie then
you hate me
that's why you said you regretted bringing me to this world
does that meant that you've considered letting me go when i was less than 3 months old
because you said : i don't know why did i even gave birth to you.
Still I'm sorry.
Maybe you're right, a world without me might just be a better place for you to live in

all you care is her her him him
i was never in the picture
because of the mere fact that
I'm the girl
I'm the third
I'm the stupid one
I'm the mischievous one in the past

You're wrong. you should have just forget about me and do me away
and the next in line would be the boy you've always yearned for.

Because no one really cares because they don't really understand.

SHE!!!! =)

2010-03-27T02:06:00.003+08:00

26March2010 FRESHLY and perfectly released!!!

Can't deny the fact that the songs are really SUPER nice!!!!

SHERO! i like the name.

The album only came today and reached CD rama at like 10pm!

lols and i managed to buy it!!! hahas!

And and Pamela's going help me with another autographed version album!!!

Super excited!

hahas!

HEBE HEBE <3

TODAY!

Okay wasn't feeling well at all in the morning, after the run.

i think i can feel myself talking like super weakly when i was speaking to someone in class

forget who... hahas!

but hope no one noticed!!

My stomach was super super super PAIN!!!

and during physics lesson we still had to stand in STARlab

and wait for my teacher to explain all the EMI... During the whole time my

tummy was like super super painful.... i think i was grabbing my tummy the whole time.

lucky the pain subsided a little during chem lecture if not i sure die de

it sucks when you have stomachache and gastric at the same

because the extent of stomache actuallt outweighs that of the gastric and your appetite would b ripped off from you totally.

and that results in me having a meal today only... haha it was a super dinner!!!

DING TAI FENG!!! hahaa NICE and Swensens for desserts! hahaha!

thanks my dear cousin and her friends load loads!!!

yes going to have fun tomorrow with pool i guess. hahas! both the wet and dry one!! hahas!

SNSD SHE!

2010-03-18T01:33:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! okay yeah SNSD

lols i love their new songs!!!

OH! Star star star. Forever. Run devil run.

but SHE still the best!! lols

2010-03-06T17:13:00.002+08:00

INCIDENT. Last Thursday

2010-03-06T16:39:00.002+08:00

STRICTLY FOR NON-SMOKERS ONLY!
I was reminded of an incident that happened last thursday when a student asked Miss Chong whether she has a lighter and she replied this: Nope, i don't smoke...
okay this was what i commented after her reply: Teacher, need light that means smoker meh? Can also be celebrating Bday what? Teacher you're steroetyping.
okay the rest of the conversation wasn't important.
That incident is then the important one...
okay here it goes...
Last thursday was my dear friend B-day.
we went to cold storage to buy a lighter so that we can light up the candles of the cake...
well maybe the cashier did look at me twice but i didn't notice.
then we wanted some party popers for the surprise as well so we when to the shop
outside the MRT and when i took out my wallet to pay for the goods....
the shopkeeper saw the just bought lighter in my wallet.... didn't know why i put it there as well...
and guess what he said...: why you got lighter in your wallet? you smoke.
i was damn pissed, angry, accussed, maligned and most of all, i was in uniform and the shop wasn't empty!
i looked up and stared at him.
and then looked down, pull out my cash and told him this: I HATE SMOKERS
and then stared back at him again
he went wordless
and i was too pissed and angry to say anything.

Come to think of it, is the shop keeper dense or what....
we went to his freaking old and disgusting shop to buy what?... party popers and can sprays
like it's so obvious that we're going to celebrate something...
unless you tell me smokers have some sort of smoking party that they need party popers with them?
and hello, do i look like i smoke.
Freaking sterotyping.
so what, he has a long fringe and wears blue, i should have said that he's some of gigglo that no one wants to the extent that he has to be a cashier of such an old shop. Since he loves stereotyping.
And no wonder he works there... some stupid uncle who just can't control his own mouth. No companies would want someone with such a mouth.

I would never smoke!
Smokers are such inconsiderate, selfish,... people who think that they're cool
like WTH! they smoke at the expense of everyone's live and the environment as well
thinking that it is cool that they smoke.
NO! IT IS NEVER COOL TO SMOKE
AND TRYING IT MAKES YOU DUMB ENOUGH
BECAUSE WHEN YOU ENGAGE IN IT YOU'RE ACTUALLY
WASTING $ AND SMOKING YOUR LIFE AWAY!
so don't even try
friends who ask you to are not friends. they do it because they want you to be in the same state as them, which is BAD

and i know i shouldn't stereotype that all smokers are inconsiderate.
i know to some, it's way out of the question for them to stop already
but at least there are a few who are very considerate, who don influence others and try
their utmost best not to smoke infront of any people.
i meant yes! people who don smoke at all deserve the best environment and how can smoker just pollute them like that...
smokers should stop and think of others before you even think that you're cool
because you're NOT!

I LOVE HEBE

2010-03-01T21:21:00.003+08:00

It is natural to care for someone who needs help.
is it so?
Even knowing that there wouldn't be repayment?
even knowing that no one would ever appreciate?
well maybe to others it was nothing
just something i shouldn't waste time doing
and that i was stupid enough to even have done it
well, why do i care then?
to me, i care because i feel happy when people around me are happy
if my happiness were to be at the expense of others, i would rather die.
i want people around me to be happy.
i don want anyone to be sad.
what a wistful and foolish hope uh.
i don know.
But seeing people happy makes me equally happy as well
thats my reason of care.
random but relevant.
i love sky blue and babay pink
loves Hebe
sometimes i don't understand why i do things at all.

Mr Alfie's wedding!

2010-02-24T19:12:00.003+08:00

An eye opener! hahas Funs!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2010-02-15T16:25:00.004+08:00

dear all favourites and friends!!!!!
i wish you all a very very happy happy new year!!!!=))))
while eating all the goodies please remember to take good care of your health!!!!

i actually realised something amazing...
lols
Chinese new year is actually bigger and more extravagent than the english new Year...
look at the amount of shops left opened during Chinese new year and English new year!!!
it's like during CNY, practically all the shops are closed! even for the second day of CNY
but during English New Year..... hahas! almost all the shops are still open..
so amazing uh....
Chinese New year is FUN!!! hahaha!! all the gatherings, meetings and greetings...
exchanging of oranges. All the different customs...
FUN and MeaningFUL!!!!!

True friends are those that spell out the ugliest words but embrace you with their warmest HUG.

2010-01-24T02:26:00.000+08:00

2010-01-24T00:38:00.005+08:00

Here comes another heart crash

what a great timing.

just bathed

going to sleep late again i guess

it gets really late this time

freak my finger hurts from cutting the chill...

when you have nothing to remind you

i'm sorry sorry sorry. really sorry.

it seemed so easy

i love this song.

Looking through your eyes, there's nothing to hide

And you're no longer mine

How could I survive when you say goodbye

Why do birds still fly up high?

Can't stop the tears from falling
We used to be so fine

when you walked into my life

I tried to reach out for you

just to be with you

My heart is breaking

Don't Don't Go Away

Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.

Don't Don't Go Away,I've never been on my own before.

Wooh. Oh.

Can't you hear me

just take me with you

So don't don't go away

Don't Don't Go Away,Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.

Don't Don't Go Away,I've never been on my own before.

So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

never dare to say too much. i'm sorry

ONE YEAR!

2009-12-31T17:17:00.003+08:00

This is so freaking boring!!!
it's the last day of 2009 and i have nothing to do!!!!!!

I WANT TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!

it's been a year already

it reminds me of the everything that has happened during this one year

happy sad stress bitter jealousy contented

i've felt everything.

and i feel that i've grown up so much.

when you enter JC, this is where you are being forced to grow up

this is where all the backstabbing take place

hurting take place

this where reality comes into picture.

well i've learnt alot from JC

and i'm contented with what i have now.

i no longer needs anyone protection, i guess

because the one i yearn protection from is actually the one who had hurt me the most. unknowingly

ironic uh.

During this period of time i've learnt how to protect myself instead.

building a castle just for my heart to live in

never letting anyone in unless they're prepared to protect me.

because this castle is full of danger i've created myself and never knows how to stop them.

hahas!

okay i very very very fine fine fine and okay!

i'm alright!

thanks for caring

really thanks alot.

and all i wish for is you all to be happy

when you all are happy!!!

i would be happy as well!! =)))

i love you all!

happy happy happy 2010!

Off to be alone.

ONE TO TEN!

2009-12-29T17:16:00.009+08:00

LOVES! <3>

one two three four five six seven eight nine

ten!

collage again! =))

China shanghai

2009-12-29T16:28:00.005+08:00

Collages make things easy!

loves

nine day of coldness

iloveSG

hangzhou

suzhou

zhangguo

shanghai!

my heart learnt to withstand the cold

just like how she learnt to withstand waiting

and now she will withstand forgetting

byes...

another cute duck! =)

ELEVEN.

2009-12-28T23:37:00.009+08:00

Raged......

Speechless......

Frusrated....

Confused...

hopeless.

it's never the end of anything

everything had just merely toned down

but nothing was solved - not even a single bit

but when things change

when events comes in everything just went back to

square one.

Well maybe this is fate

where the little fairy whispers to me that this is

where you should stop trying

where you should stop crying

where you should stop waiting and waiting and waiting

finally realised that now, another miracle would never happened

and that things would just be the same
as it is like what all historians would say --

i told myself it's a new start

and i looked forward to it

but in the end i wasn't right

in the end everything goes back

why must every end end in a bad shape

o level, relationships, school, friends, yet even now

i'm losing hope and trust to everything single thing now

At this very moment. it's like a triple hit to me.

no actually to count specifically there are eleven things happening at this freaking moment

some, i tried some much to ignore, but i can't

Some i hope i could do something, but there's no way

And for the most i freaking can't do and don't know what i can do to salvage it!!

but i very wish that i could do something...

i hate feeling helpless!

whatelse? i guess there's more waiting for me ahead

and they're all getting worse one by one

Sometimes i really wish that i have the ability to censor things

Being able to be able to feel numb and heck care about eveything

but i can't, i just can't. i can never...

but why? i don't understand

In this democratic country i thought i could choose

i chose something in which i feel that i would be happier and more comfortable with

in the end

i realise the happiness didn't last

not even a day

it left me with the wind

just like how you ditched us at the very moment

at that moment you chose your path: separated

i thought you were the one who didn't want to be with us

We were all thrown there to accept what you've chosen

and we've learnt to work with and stay living with it.

we all started a new

i never wanted to be separated

Bringing it up yet once more.

i thought i could bury the truth under my heart.

Back then, have you listen to what i had to say

maybe you did.

but knowing who were you close to, i couldn't have tell you the truth

or i would have brought trouble upon the other party

would you believe me?...

i felt betrayed when

the some you were close to and the the other party

actually back got together after the whole freaking incident

i was wordless

but it wasn't their fault that things got better on their side

however there wasn't a need for any further explanation

as there wasn't any need to spoil their friendship

moreover you have already ditched us

and would you believe me?

you asked and i merely choose and answered

there wasn't anyone there to confirm

Comparing?... Cliché.

Now, is it that so that we don't even have the rights to choose

Well. These are the rights i've chosen

to date 241209

2009-12-25T03:16:00.004+08:00

TODAY
the very day i did the most unaccepted things
i confide in to someone, thanks for teaching me and tell me those beautiful words
i found out ugly truths, disgusting
i learn how to stop and tell. i'm sorry.
maybe these are my christmas gifts from heaven.

friends or not. i have no rights to say. but please tell me you'd be happy.
i'm sorry. really sorry.

PMS-ing!!!

2009-12-24T15:25:00.003+08:00

WHAT IS THE GREATEST THING ON EART:

IS TO LOVE AND BEING LOVE BY THE PERSON YOU LOVE...

I don't undersatnd why people always don't believe that i'm boyfriend-less

keep asking me not to lie and all that...

wth! yes yes yes i'm freaking single!

and that's the fact!

the freaking fact!

hah. don't get me wrong, i'm not hating it.

just that i am means i am!

believe me!

and i hate it when people ask things about me behind my back

i mean if you want to know something about me

ASK ME

and not ask somelse!

i won't scream or shout. promise

really!! i'm not as fierce as what you all think i am.

i'm not! i won't kill. =)))

hahaha! wth i think i'm PMS-ing....

suddenly feel very vexed....

disregard me...

go on with you life

i know you can do it even when i'm not there at all

i know you don't need me.
i will learn not to need you at all.

there goes chances.

goodbye

i've left you back there in China.

those feelings are not coming back.

No it is not!

At SG airport

2009-12-12T06:34:00.000+08:00

Flyinggg off.

2009-12-12T01:18:00.006+08:00

my flight is like 7.25am today!!!
haha just finished my CCA stuffs
i'm sleepy...
haha
i will so so so so miss SINGAPORE!!!!
AHAHAHAHAH
i will the girls in my clique
0912B
Plus Mrgoh wedding!!!!! =((((

Okay will hunt for presents for my 0912B,
since they asked for it.
and of course for my girls =))

i love you guys!!!!
and will miss you guys so so so much!!!
9 days without you..... i'm so dying already!!!!
haix!
never mind 11 days have passed just like that.
okay i have pay as you roam...
so i can still receive your messages...
but can't reply.. sorry ah.

YQ take care. i'll be back in no time!! =))))
and
HAPPY HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY on 101209

ARMY!

2009-11-26T00:45:00.003+08:00

Went Pulau Tekong for ARMY visit today!!!!!

hahaha!

it was damn fun fun FUN!!!! hahaha

ESP during the BOAT ride!!! BEST!!!

hahaha lucky we brought foods!!! hahaha

okay not much to say but just some pictures!!! haha

CAMP AND ARMY TRIP! =))

CAMP?

2009-11-21T18:11:00.003+08:00

i guess fun is the answer.
well i still hate camp!
BUT
not because of the environment, toilets, meals, accomodations,....
but
because i hate to start each every camp because till the end,
i never wanted it to end
i never wanted to go home
i never wanted to say goodbye
i want to spend more time together
even if it is the slightest thing together,
i would miss them all
because this would be the first and last camp together
but all i can do now i cherish the rest of the time together

i hate JC
because it's only 2 years
i was afriad that people may think that 2 years is short and disregard the friendship built during this 2 years
i don want it to end like this
i want everything to go on even if we have leave the school

the hardest words are actually the words we say everyday: goodbye...

the closest friend are actually the ones that hurts you the most and the most easily
because they know you the most
because you love them
because you trust them the most
because you don want to think wrongly of you
but without these hurtings.. how are you going to grow up

Stories? i've heard many...
so have you...
but why do people change just because they hear stories
well it's because of how the stories is being conveyed, being read out
because, from the teller you can feel that he'd regretted and that he
do not want us to walk his footsteps. it's all the emotions included that made us decide
not the mere story
the same story can be told a thousand times
but when it is being told by a person who cares and never want us to follow his footsteps
it easily made you understand and believe and be determined to change.

Campfire rocks totally! =))

SORRY

2009-11-21T17:42:00.006+08:00

Regretted?!
Obiviously
i shouldn't have said anything
i should have solve it earlier
or maybe i shouldn't have let anyone know
i don need an answer
all i need is just support
or the least; just a listening ear for me to vent my anger
i've never think that way
it's just what you said had made me misinterpreted what you meant
told me: why can't you just find a way not to hate him yourself and not let us think of it for you.
i don know what it meant
it seemed like you hate it when i say things about him to you.
you don know what he is capable of
i was afriad that he had gave you the wrong perception about things
whch he is capable of doing that.
i know he's telling you alot of things
thats why i'm wary

i trust you
i know you're doing things

but
i guess the only answer is time
it's the same as forgetting someone that you've like for a year
time is my only answer
i didn't think you were with him
i just thought that he had given you the wrong idea
to let you think that i'm actually hiding my feelings
i know you're always with me.

please just let me say things myself...

i blame myself for mistaking your perception and intention
i wanted to say sorry after solving it
but time and gatherings had prevented me from doing so

i should have just told you earlier
i thought that you were already vexed enough because of him
i didn't want to trouble you
i want to solve it alone

it's okay now.

i just want to say i love you
and because of that i never want to lose you
i'm afraid to lose you
i don want anyone to destroy this relationship even if
it is by a little
i don want
not at all.

it's okay. really just disregard me. everything is all fine right now.
concentrate on him dear.

the problem with us is that we always hide things from each other

i'm sorry really sorry

2009-11-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

I'M AN IDIOTIC ASSHOLE!
THANKS.
THANKS.
THANKS.
I'M SO ENDING THIS!...
SORRY.
SORRY.
SORRY

loads of FUN

2009-11-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

i saw!
and i saw!
hahaha! and woah!
hahaha!
but...
it's okay...

i played soccer today!!!
it's been so so so long since i kicked a ball so hard!
hahaha!!! it was super fun!!!!
hahahaha i love it!
all the screamings runnings jumpings clappings!
and most of all laughings!!!! it's super fun!

i still remember how 4e3 used to play soccer!!!!
and i still remember how oh teng how kicked the soccer ball onto my tummy!
haha! i was so shocked and ouch! hahaha
and that stupid kahming went round shouting something!....
hahaha! haix! memories! they're wonderful!

i realise i love soccer too!
haha i want to play basketball!!!!

it was damn fun! because of a sole reason! haha =)

FAITH

2009-11-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

FAITH is what i need now...

3rd nov 2009

2009-11-03T21:53:00.007+08:00

Well. maybe this is how i felt.
it's all mixed up.
nonchalent, indifferent, ignorance
because
i don't know.

`i've gotten all these from yiqi --> waiping --> following

i'm sorry.
i had to let it out.
it was just like that deja vu.
which i fear the most.

then tellme where are my rights to love.

all because you lied!
i didn't know the whole story though
i said nothing
i merely answered what i knew
you didn't say anything either
i really really hate _____!
you have no rights to blame.
i'm sorry.

tell me why whenever i really had fun, i had to pay a painful price which was triple of that happiness....

i always believed that life is beautiful; life is amazing; i love life

but today i had to say this

my life was devastingly destoryed at this point.

2009-10-29T23:15:00.001+08:00

Information doesn't match!

PERCEPTION DISGUSTED!

KNOW KNEW KNOWN!

281009

2009-10-29T09:20:00.003+08:00

I HAD HELL LOADS OF FUN YESTERDAY!

Thanks a lot lot lot for the outing!!! =)

The surprise~~~~ you guys totally tricked me.

Make me feel bad sia!! so expensive leh!!!!!

but i really really had a lot a lot a lot of fun yesterday! hahahahaha

thanks thanks thanks thanks! =)

i cannot believe that you all had tricked me!!!!

-lihui says GOOD ONE

Lihui caught me blogging!!! hahaha

i'm going shanghai from 12dec to 20 dec!!!

heard that it would be freaking cold, like 3degrees to 15degrees!!!

i'm going to freeze there!!! hahaha hope i don't die there!! hahaha

i've never been there before but i sincerely hope that the washroom

there would really be washrooms!!!

PW OP Rehearsal! Super impromptu! hahahaha

Pause here pause there!! haha

anyways i have to thanks SJAB for training for impromptu ability

-lihui AGREES TOO !!!

there she goes again!!

haha but yes!!!SJAB ROCKS!!! hahahahaha

and my linguistic skills --> thanks IBCS!!! hahahaha

okay teacher is back!!! haha bye bye! lol

enjoyable but tiring day!

2009-10-25T11:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHADY IS OVER....
here comes hell....

here are my birthday wishes.
1. I hereby wish that all those who remembered my birthday and wished me happy birthday to have all their wishes come true!!!
2. I hereby wish that KONG ZHAO MIN will get well soon and stay healthy.
3. I wish that ..... i have nothing else... okay ya that my whole class can promote together!!!

MOVIE + L4D

2009-10-19T22:37:00.006+08:00

it's holiday in lieu today!!! haha
went out to have lunch at AMK hub with YIQI and BEATRICE!
`saw wenxi on the way... haha
Everything is just so familiar yet so far away back there.
`well nostalgic should be the feeling....
then we went to watch 500 days of Summer..
i didn't like the storyline
`because the girl and the guy did not get together in the end!
Summer married another random guy she met while reading a book!!!
like wth! hahahahaha but life's always like that, isn't it?
happy endings only last for awhile
moreover, happy endings are only 40% likely, i guess.
poor Tom! hope Autumn would be a better girl for him.

~L4D~!!!!!!
It is DAMN fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha
Yes! WX --> Waiping + Xueqin!
yes! yes! it is such a stress-reliever!!!
all the way! okay but all i know is follow JAW
and reply Yiqi "huh i'm here!" hahahaha
and the first game i played was the most exciting and most scary part!
Waiping left me alone! hahaha
my rule of game: don be the last and just keep following JAW!
hahahaha and i end up shooting them instead hahaha

End up being tied up by the smoker and being hunted by the stupid hunter!
but luckily i wasn't a big burden, okay maybe i was .....
Had shivers after the first game!!!
i don want to play yet i still want play!!! hahahaha

Went hougang to eat dinner! sorry for being a light bulb!!! hahaha

Well i have no motivation to go to school now!!!
school sucks like no one's business!
hahaha! and my "greatest motivation" is having a meeting tomorrow morning!!!
guess i'm going to be late again! hahaha
Great!

It rained. May all the vapours dillute the memories; though it maybe beautiful.
Allow the scented breeze; let it be blown away from me.
For all i yearn is to forget everything...

once again i love me but i have to say this i suck at handling situations!
and i hate myself for it!

MY MD HAS NO LIFE! Jia you with the proposal! hahaha

I don't understand!

2009-10-17T23:02:00.003+08:00

STOP! because it doesn't work at all!~
STOP! because it's worst~
STOP! because it's really not meant to be!~

Apparently some prediction about me said that i cannot put up with compromises and i'm inflexible! i guess that's kind of true to a certain extent
I hate last minute plans, unless they're the ones i like (relaxation!!!)
i hate last mimute plans especially for projects and work.

Apparently i hate all those doings; the thing is i don't feel guilty, in fact, it adds up to my hatred.
And for all that i feel, it's worst than before!

i hate it. so cunning
i hate it. not considering others feelings
i hate it. everything is falling apart.

my life in JC sucks so much for the everything

the ignorance that i want
the attention that i seek
if it was the same

i hate both! those lies. those pranks.

if someone would ever understand...

the way just sucks
the reasons just sucks

can i just disregard...
what is the way!?
can someone tell me

it sucks for everything is so damn falling apart

i love my life so much
but i want to say this MY LIFE SUCKS!

i tell myself she has gone to a much better place.
although i can never ever hold on to you or even call your name out loud
or enjoy your cookings anymore
although it isn't what it is but you are always the best ever
i'm sorry i have never been able to tell you this before : ILOVE YOU FOREVER
you'd always be in my heart.

Nothing will be anticipated for...

2009-10-14T13:54:00.004+08:00

HEYS! hahaha
I'm finally back!! hahaha
well, because exams are over! hahaha! YES YES
yesesterday was the last paper!
I was so thrilled but i realised the feeling didn't last.
Maybe it shouldn't meant to last... there's not point holding back
hahaha
i shall stop looking for that past feelings i've had before..
let those to be forgotten be forgotten
there's no point ranting on it further.
the bottom line is no one really knows each other because there's so many out there already

For the way towards the most wonderous and most beautiful rainbow is the toughest yet the most memorable and amazing one.

i can't stop missing everything; but all that i can do is not trying to change anything; instead i should learn to adapt to everything and be used to everything. Nothing can ever be the same.

i guess i've gave up trying to change for more pain maybe inflicted.
hahaha!

Okay! no emo-posts!!! hahaha
okay let's talk about PRETTY today!
haha
well so what does PRETTY this word means to you?!
hahaha
the superficial side OR the inner side.
well to many i gues it's the superficial....
And yes, we can never deny that what people look for first is always the surface.
no one can ever deny that?......
But as you get to know each and evey person, you start to realise and see their flaws and perfections
To me this is where i decide whether one is pretty or not? isn't it?
whether they have a heart of gold or does their beauty just remains on their superficial self only?
complicated.
Thats why things that follow you through your life are always the most beautiful ones.

If things cannot be salvage then adaptation take place...
when everything seemed to break down then Forgetting shall be word....

i'm sorry for not being able to be there when you needed it.
i just want you to be happy
Because it stress me more that you're not telling me things anymore because i'm caught up in between, because i get stress eaily.

But no i'm not anymore.

=)

2009-09-18T08:49:00.003+08:00

SMILE FOR YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT'S AHEAD OF YOU!

ALL THAT I YEARN FOR IS A BREAK..

2009-09-09T22:39:00.010+08:00

Just. A day, where there isn't a need for an alarm clock to ring me up
Just. A day, where i can choose to be nonchalant towards every thing i'm tired of
Just. A day, where i don't have to answer to anything
A day, where i can have a quiet and peaceful time...
because
From the start of the holidays, .......
till now....
must i report everything¿
by legal means i not obliged to
no one understands
however by "them; their mouths" i Have to.
well nobody cares
i'm so lethargic towards these things

i'm sorry. really sorry.
because
i'm so damn tried....
i'm of no significance
does anyone freaking care.

stop flowing down.
let those droplets stop flowing down
i must be stronger

Teachers' Day! =)

2009-09-01T00:08:00.007+08:00

CELEBRATION @ INNOVA!
it was exciting and hilarious for the first one hour!
hope my CT would like all our gifts! =)
all thanks to SC haha YIQI!!! is the BEST!!! hahaha
But!
after that, RUN.....
haha i have nothing to say!
i hate running!
hahaha YA! because i run very slow!!! hahaha

Why can't we just run for FUN and EXECISE and NOT for COMPETITON!
`even for non-competitors race....
I've had enough of so much competitions we have to face in life.

I went PEIRCE @ like 3pm!
No one was there!!!
i was so so so so freaking sad!!!!
i didn't get to see all the teachers i want to see!!!
MR PILLAI made my day! hahaahaha
At least we didn't went back for nothing! hahaha
explored the whole school. AND we have a SPECIAL
SURPRISE for Mrs Wendy Low and Mr GOH! hahaha
HOPE you guys would like it! hahaha
Oh ya!
Mr Goh's wedding is on 12dec! as promise, he's inviting 4e3'08!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONG ZHAOMIN!!!!!! =)

the skyline is much more beautiful at the other end of the ocean

2009-08-16T21:28:00.005+08:00

Just one sentence it's enough

I will love you guys no matter what

Weekends are for the chase.....

It's yesterday I'd yearned the most

2009-08-15T16:13:00.000+08:00

I don want
I don want
I don want
I don want
I don want
For the seventh time;
I Really don want it to be this way

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
For the Seventh time;
I'm truly sorry

What can I do to salvage everything;
everything that was so Beautuful;
that was so much like my Rainbow;
that was so dear to me;
everything that i've always wanted to hold on to forever for time allows

She would think that i should be with her
and her senses wants me to be with the other

In the end i only have my own

i know, everything is complicated, there's so much... so much
i want to tell
there's so much
i just don bear to see you guys hurt

let all the suffering fall upon me
for i'm the sole reason for the starings and complications

I'm so lost without.... all that i have been liking

SJAB HIKING! 200609

2009-07-04T14:45:00.006+08:00

HIKING!! @ TREETOP WALK! TIRED BUT AMAZINGLY FUN! =)

ON THE "TREETOP" LE!!!

LAST PICTURE!!! YEAH! HAHA BYE BRIGDE!

NC2

2009-06-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

huixuan! zhaomin! kermin! remember this photo?! haha

much much nicer then hx blog's de right?!! haha

120609!

2009-06-16T11:19:00.004+08:00

MARINA BARRAGE OUTING 120609!!!

it melts for you guys are here...

goodbye barrage!

PAST AND PRESENT

2009-06-11T13:01:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE FOR THE CHASE....

LAST WEEK'S EVENT:
i went GENTING and 2 days after i came back, i fell sick!

On thursday(040609), i got back home after pw meeting, i was found to have
fever of 38.4.....I thought it was nothing and went on to sleep.

The following morning, it went up to 39.4! haha! i was shivering and
feeling super cold! i wore a jacket to visit the doctor. i waited and waited......

it seems like it's a 10 years long wait.

okay my turn, i was so relieved, the doctor checked on me luckily i don have H1N1
as i do not have runny nose and cough.....

BUT to all those that are suffering from H1N1: DO NOT GIVE UP!!! i understand that at times you feel like killing yourself due to the intense pain you're suffering from; adding that the people around you are treating you as though you have some sort of untreatable virus; all avoiding you and trying means and ways to stay away, esp in a fake way.... which is not a very desirable feeling...! still hold on to your will! you'll see the rainbow after your recovery; just like i did! =)
DETERMINED!

okay ya after reaching home, i had pure porridge with vege, i can hardly shallow as my throat was super painful; had a few mouths and took 5 medicine tablets and went on to sleep....

woke up feeling alittle better but my tummy wasn't feeling right....

Still, i had another round of plain porridge for lunch and my day went on with just resting........

At about 5 plus 6pm, my stomach was feeling terrible, it feels like it's all mixed up and in a mess in there..... before i even notice... i covered my mouth and rushed into the toilet to vomit everything i had had during the day....

the acidic solution went pass my painful throat and gosh, ...... it got worst!.... my Throat!

later on, after my dinner i vomitted again..........=(

and at 1am plus... i woke up to vomit again....!!! this was when i felt like killing myself, the pain i felt on my throat is abnormally painfully and unbearable no matter no much lozzenges i had....

that night was my worst night ever, barly had any sleep at all..... the vomit feeling kept coming back... =(

Went back to the doc on sat morning and he advised not to eat anything yet as the antibiotic has to be taken in by my body no matter what.
He wanted me to drink barley, glucose water and h2o isotonic water.....
hahahaha then ya! i suffered from intense gastric! but i felt better as my fever had gone down..... and ya! gastric can be easily eased when you take a nap! haha i realised.

i'm back to normal now and yes yes yes!

this is the all my darlings(the 9), relativies, friends and who ever that knows me....

TAKE CARE of yourselves!!!!! the weather nowadays is horrible and okay maybe it's
too warm and humid that it is indescribable! you won't want to be like me! i promise.

Went to watch DANCE SUBARU! with ZM HX YT JQ CB randomly! haha
DANCE SABURU! is super super super terribly NICE!!!! GOOD FANTASTIC !!!!
It has been long since i last watch such a nice movie!
GO catch it friends! it's really worth the watch!

Marina Barrage outing details

2009-06-11T12:58:00.002+08:00

I miss the nines!
YES! YEAH!
i meeting them on friday @ Marina Barrage for picnic!!!
YES! Shopping for picnic items!
okay here are the DETAILS:

Meeting @ 10 am at amk mrt --> shopping!
Those who are late --> i think just call =)
We're taking bus from amk, i guess, to Marina Barrage.
I think it's 162M or something like that
don't be late ah! =)))
love you guys lots!!! haha
you guys are the love of my life! <3

2009-06-09T23:40:00.007+08:00

Zhaomin and I

Look at the green tag!
i'm 36.6

@ polyclinic =)
it was on the 3rd june =)

A day is not just a day. it's part and parcel of your life

2009-05-09T23:43:00.019+08:00

On Friday, after school, I accompined Sabrina until her Chem prac starts and waited for lihui to finish up her math and chem prac assignment. After which, I realised I was out of programme and commitment! I had nothing to do and lihui had to go home for her friends. So, I dreadfully and reluctantly dragged myself home........ It feels awful! haix..... adding that i was kind of pms-ing for the whole week, my brain just keep asking my heart to feel sad and sad enough my heart did feel sad or maybe it was vice-versa.........hahah. When i confirmed that i'm "company-less", I called Zhaomin when she's in the middle of her tutorial! She called me back and... yes!... we decided to meet up; at least I have someone... finally......! while waiting for her arrival, I dozed off in front of the television! hahaha To my horror, when I woke up and it's already 3.36! hahah!! we were supposed to meet at 3.30! i get changed and flew to the mrt! hahaha In the end i had to wait for her instead, she was abit later. Then, we went to mac and I had fries and mudpie(again!) haha! After that, we did something that made my day! hahaha..
Yes--> shopping! it has been long since i shopped!; alothugh i wasn't the one buying haha zhaomin bought something!---> oh god! it's really nice! she should wear it to school !!! She then left for tuition! and i'm back to the start; my original state..... So, I headed to the library to read my own book! i sit at a corner and read my book..... but okay at least i have time for myself! Through this, i finally know where is the place i can go when i have my own time! haha definitely not the library!.... Just that nostalgic place with lots and lots of sentimental value!

the disparity between their reactions towards the same totally confuses me.

those who are suppossed to did not, those who aren't suppossed to did too

is it too different or because i was indifferent towards differences!

i don't want yet i want. i want yet i rejected. i rejected because i refused to.

FAITH. FATE. DENSTINY

Ignorance being a bliss is questionable.

what if one day something happens, woud you fold your arms....

Does leaving and separating equates to losing and forgetting....
plaese prove me wrong. Because i don't think i can live without you guys....
and i don't want you guys to leave...... no not so soon yet please

I promise i will keep my smile if that helps me to hold you all back.

It's difficult

xia tian de wei xiao -- S.H.E (superstar)

NMA CAMP PICTURES

"I <3> Pizza"

i know it's knid of long but it was fun!! hahaha

thats SHUHUI AND MASHYITAH!

This is my group! ---> pizza!!! hahahaha

we won the race!!! hahahahahaha first!!! hahaha

24April2009

2009-04-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! it's been long since i've blogged!!! hahaha
TIHS POST IS DEDICATED TO ZHAOMIN!! haha
she insisted me to blog! haha so ya here i am blogging
and there she is sleeping!! haha no la kidding!!! haha
i'm blogging on my own will la!! haha
I've just changed my spectacles!! haha okay
It has been a tiring week! I'd spent the whole day doing my PI.
After that i went to meet Zhaomin!!! hahaha I miss her!!!!
Now here's some pictures of us!!!!
i have nothing to discuss in particular today.
Except that i would like to tell these people:
PAM, HOWE, HUIXUAN, SIYUN, KERMIN, PEIQIN, WEIFEN AND ZHAOMIN PLUS YIQI
(although i see her almost everyday)
that you guys are seriously, tremendrously, heavily and promisingly MISSED by XUEQIN!!!!
i really miss those times when we were having recess together as a whole gang, the feeling is irreplacable at all!!
Embark on new commitments but never forget the old yet nostalgically existing ones
HOPE to SEE YOU guys soon!!!! =))

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Marina Barrage with my family and plus godparents! 5th April 2009!!!

it's super windy there!!! haha nice view of the Singapore Flyer right?!!! hahahaha

MacDonald!

2009-04-11T18:54:00.010+08:00

I've been eating mac's mcflurry mudpie for the past 3 days!!! hahaha it's nice la!

Just walked back from causeway! hahaha

(to compensate for the taking in of mos fries and butterfly prawn and mac's fries and mcflurry mudpie!)

i had mac on thursday night then friday afternoon and now!!!

i think i will die of mac! hahaha

Just finished my jingles!!! haha i hope it's acceptable though!!

We've spent like 2and 1/2 hours for it!!

hahaha CONTAGIOUS BROADCAST! hahaha

Having three days of mac's stuffs consecutively really isn't heathly at all, never do it!

Coffee shop things are much healthier!!! haha coffee shop!!! haha a BETTER choice!

MR PURPLE ALSO MISSES MISS SHORT HAIR!!!

RESPECT is the word!

This is from the YOG gallery!

NICE DESIGN!=)

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HEBE!

2009-03-30T23:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEBE!!!!!
30MARCH!!! =))))

Pictures on last thursday!

2009-03-28T02:08:00.008+08:00

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I'm super tried! look at the time!!! haha

and i still have like high jump tomorrow morning!

i will die!

`compassionate compromise

suffering from insomnia!

2009-03-21T13:23:00.004+08:00

I slept at like 2.30am yesterday!!!
i couldn't sleep! hahaha like what i've mentioned,
i lie down on my beautiful bed and close my eyes but my brain just refuses to bring me to my dreams!!!
i seriously can feel my eyes getting smaller!!! oh no! hahahaha
oh ya! THANKS!!! RENKAI and THE CUTEST JASMINE for entertaining me yesterday!!!
if not i think i would either die of boredom or scared to death by the night.
today is saturday!!!! hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! okay i'm crazy!
okay i can't seem to upload any pictures. The system must be down! hahaha
okay. thats all for today! =))))
remember to laugh!!! hahaha laughing helps you to forget all your sorrows at once!
althought chocolates does it well too!!! esp my favourite FERRERO ROCHER!!!

YEAH!!! GREAT!

2009-03-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

MISSED!

SATURDAY AND SUNDAY!!!!!

2009-03-15T20:57:00.011+08:00

SATURDAY! 140309

YIQI! SABRINA! BASTHIAN!
The tour around Singapore! ica, raffles city, suntec, esplanade, Singapore river and paris ris!!!!

FUN FUN FUN!!!! hahaha!

SUNDAY(TODAY)!

zhaomin! hahaha my bf! BEST FRIEND HOR! haha

WA! like my bf right! haha i'm not lesbian hor! haha

michelle!

IMISSMISSMISS YOU GUYS!

Random pictures!

2009-03-13T08:31:00.001+08:00

CIVIS LESSON!

2009-03-10T12:49:00.004+08:00

AH!!! HAHAHAHA I'M HAVING LESSON NOW!!!!!

hahaha the teacher is just in front of me!! hahaha!

YESTERDAY WAS A LONG DAY!!! haha LAST WEEK's

the worst! I MISS ALL ALL ALL OF MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!!!!

ZHAOMIN HUIXUAN SIYUN PEIQIN HOWE WEIFEN!!!! THE WHOLE OF 4e3!!!!!

i really really miss you guys!!!! haha having tablet pc is cool man!!! haha =)))))

I HOPE THAT YOU ALL CAN MAKE IT ON THE 19 OF MARCH!!!

2009-02-13T17:37:00.010+08:00

My lessons are supposed to end at like 12.40pm!
But because of the Tablet PC lesson.... i can only go to home at 1600 hours!
haha but at least i got a free Tablet PC from the school for a year!!!
hahaha my class were like super shocked when we heard this news haha.

i'm kind of feeling very nostalgic these few days.....
i miss this and that and that and this.
Can someone tell me the reasons of my vexness....

The memories i'd spent with the others whom you guys are unfamiliar with is very important
but let's create a story of us that'll be much precious to me and i promise it will be in my heart forever.

i hope, really hope that it's a lie
Miss 24-hour working sweety tell me it's a lie!!!!!
My brain's questioning you Miss sweety!
Prove me wrong.

Forever
带我走

每次我总一个人走

交叉路口自己生活

这次你却说等我走

某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌在你的身后

计算的步伐每个背影每个场景都有发过的梦

带我走到遥远的以后

带走我一个人自转的寂寞

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走

每次我总独自远走

保持缄默不皱眉头

这次你却说一起走

彼此温柔从此以后

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌在你的身后

计算的步伐每个背影每个场景都有发过的梦

带我走到遥远的以后

带走我一个人自转的寂寞

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走

白马溜过漆黑尽头

潮汐袭来浪花颤动

凝在海岸结成了墨

蔷薇朝向草原气球

邮差传来一地彩虹

刻在心中拍打着脉搏

带我走到遥远的以后

带走我一个人自转的寂寞

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走

Forever

留下来

谁答应你可以不再理我
谁同意你这里就是尽头
你让我做的梦想提前叫醒我
你这回是听见没有
我承认这不是最好的我
我决定回路也给你耕作
我辛苦地驻守太多分岔路口
可以迷路不再退缩

留下来留下来
即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来留下来
在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

你带来最美的灵魂躁动
你让我相信我与众不同
所以我属于你就像你属于我
没有了你我爱什么
留下来留下来
即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来留下来
在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

留下来留下来
即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来留下来
在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开
Forever
TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see....

FOREVER

DEDICATED TO YI JING!

2009-02-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

Dear YI JING!
This is for you!!!
Your Chinese's really good!
Okay, next time, it's my turn to write to you in chinese, i would try my best to too!
I can't'be sure that you will understand all of it as i'll be using the modern chinese characters instead of your traditional one.
But i really love your traditional way of writing chinese characters! it's much beautiful and more complicated... haha.
Take your time to reply me, i'm absolutely fine waiting =))
i hope we can really meet each other again! =)
BEST WISHES to you studies too! =))))

Innova Jc
I admit the orientation is fun and amazing!
But i kind of feel uneasy and out of place now as we've not been allocated to a class.
Oh god i hope everything goes as what i'd wanted it to be... please!!!

Peirce Sec
i miss Peirce recess! During those days our canteen table's filled with so many people and now, it's only YIQi and I.
okay but today i had my break with my group's people!
i really miss the feeling of knowing so many people in my school.
i must get over this hurdle!!!!

JIA YOU!

Althought everything is so awkward, funny and all weird! haha
I really heaved a sign a relieve when i know that YIQI's staying at innova with me. PHEW
if not i would have to go through all the weirdness on my own!

Chinese New Year 2009!

2009-02-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

hellos! it's been long since i've last posted!
Happy chinese new year to all my friends!=)

I just got to know most of my blood-related

cousins, uncles and aunties from my dad's side

on the second day of chinese new year.

Unfamiliar, awkward and weird are the emotions that
i'd felt in my heart.

they say blood's thicker than water...haha

i question that kind of thinking.......

my dearest and greatest grandmother, i love you!

underwater world

night safari

singapore flyer

dolphin lagoon

jurong birdpark

paragon

suntec

The crab king restaurant near zhaomin's HOUSE really really amazingly delicious

chilli crab

black pepper crab

vermicelli pepper crab

This restaurant is the first which made me eat with my hands outside (out of my house).

I'm starting school tomorow!!!

it's really a whole new chapter for now.

Here's the comparison....

BEFORE

The photos are taken by my sister for memories.
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NOW

THEY'VE GOTTEN MUCH MUCH BETTER!

HEBE!! I MISS HER!!

WORKING DAY!

2008-12-30T00:50:00.002+08:00

HELLOS HELLOS HELLOS!

HAHA OH YEAH! I CHANGED

MY BLOGSKIN! HAHA IT'S AN

ANIME CALLED VAMPIRE KNIGHT!

TODAY, I WENT TO WORK AT SUNTEC

AND WHILE I WAS TRYING TO GET A NEW

BAG FOR THE CUSTOMER, I HAD TO SQUAT DOWN

WHICH MADE MY WOUIND ON

THE LEFT SIDE CRACKED AND BLED! AHAHAH

PAIN! HAHA BUT NEVER MIND AS LONG AS I

BELIEVE THAT IT WILL HEAL, IT WILL!

I HAVE FAITH IN YOU WHITE BLOOD CELLS!

HAHA WHILE IN THE MRT, I WAS FEELING SUPER AWKWARD!

EVERYONE WAS SCRUTINISING AT MY POOR LITTLE LEG!

ESP THE RIGHT ONE. WHICH MADE ME FEEL MORE

MISERABLE! UH HUH HUH HUH! HAHA

AND YUP I WENT TO BUY BURNOL PLUS, THE

YELLOW MEDICINE! MY LEFT WOUND IS NOW

ITCHING HEAVILY. I WISH MYSELF AND YIQI HAVE A

SPEEDY RECOVERY! JIA YOU WHITE BLOOD CELLS!

I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS ADDING JOLENE AND PAM.!! =))))

FALLING DOWN AND S.H.E!

2008-12-28T19:34:00.003+08:00

It's your heart that feels not the brain
love with your heart, cry with your heart,
end your misery today for tomorrow is
another new journey, another chapter of
your life...........
BUT
as expected it's never that easy
to forget.
I'm so sorry for everything
those misunderstandings,
those wrong moves that I've taken....
which upset many,
for some which I’d greatly regretted whereas
for the others it might just be another blessings in
disguise............... the truths

HELLOS! ALL =)
YESTERDAY WAS MY WORST AFTERNOON
THE NIGHT GOT ALITTLE BETTER THOUGH..HAHA
HMMM THE SENTENCES UP THERE ARE
KIND OF SUPER SUPER RANDOM! HAHA
I'VE EVEN FORGOTTEN WHEN DID I ACTUALLY
WROTE IT BUT I'M QUITE SURE I'M THE ONE WHO
CREATED IT. HAHA SUPER SAD PHRASES.
HAHA I FELL DOWN!! ON 23 DEC! AND IT'S
A BIG BIG FELL DOWN! HAHA.
I MUST BELIEVE THAT IT WILL HEAL!!
I STILL CAN REMEMBER........
THE RED RED BLOOD STREAMING FROM MY
KNEES! HAHA BUT CYCLING WAS FUN! SORRY
YIQI I BROUGHT THE FALLING UPON YOU!
SORRY! HOPE YOUR WOUNDS ARE RECOVERING TOO!=)
GET WELL SOON MY DEAR FRIEND!

S.H.E!!
i miss them!!!

malacca and genting trip!!

2008-12-14T00:02:00.009+08:00

yeah. Back from malaysia on 9dec

i sure had missed SINGAPORE! haha

staying in first world sure is troublsome!

they have all sorts of problems! their reception

sucks. their bell boy service is worst. oh god! it's

a world i had went for the first time and i promise

that it would be my last time!!! haha FIRST WORLD. HAH

(book genting highlands or resort!! it's way better!!)

okay i had learnt my lesson, being at genting during dec holiday, you're

strongly adviced to bring long pants for sleep and!! ---> : no sleeveless and shorts!!!

i was shaking terribly up there haha.

YIQI!!! your birthday party is fabulous!!!

i love it=))

okay i've got to work at my dad's office from like 8 to6

and the pay is... 15 per DAY!!!! super cheap labour. haha

i'm carrying a lizard, it's quite heavy but it's really adorable and well-behaved

okay i'm not trying to promote PADINI but just look at how blur it is and we're only halfway up the mountain

LOOK at the numbers of tins!!! sorry i forgot to rotate it. haha

the view from the condo (i stayed) at malacca

Finally. I'm back blogging!!!!

2008-11-13T20:16:00.003+08:00

oh my god.
just look at the date of my previous post!!
it's been more than a year since i have blogged
pathetic!!! haha
changed my skin =)
it look really pink
but the main thing is that
i love sakura!!! cherry blossom!!!
they're cute and beautiful!!!
but i can't seem to remove the
"sakura uta" and "the pretty sakura"
plus the "forevernevermore2007(e)" =(
finally!!! o levels are over!!! haha
went to school super early to look for
YIQI---> last bio paper!!!
then went to prata house with bio ppl=)
walked to jo's house
then to pam's house and finally went back to
amk to meet yiqi again!! lol
wo hao xiang zai bai nian!! lol but it was fun!!
all the walkings and walkings!!! haha yeah!!!
oh ya! the class jacket is nice!! very comfy!!

Viet Nam trip photos

2007-11-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

shah and i. last stop in hanoi!! missing her!!

halong bay. cold!!!

back to hanoi. on a trishaw!!

carmen and i. halong bay

halong bay is very cold!! 12degress! cold!

leaving mai chau. zm's mei nu. haha

way down the cave. mai chau

river!. mai chau

group pic. haha. hanoi

university. hanoi

in airplane!. singapore

changi airport. sing

DUO NIU YAO BU YAO!!

2007-11-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!
OKAY!!!
2 THINGS!
VIETNAM TRIP ROCKS!!!
DUO NIU YAO BU YAO ROCKS!!!

AHAHAHAHAH. TRYING TO UPLOAD THE VIDEO CLIP ON MY POST!
IT'S A MUST WATCH SERIES!!!

WILL UPLOAD VIETNAM TRIP PHOTOS TOO!!XD

she pics again!

2007-09-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
ZHAOMIN!!LOVE YOU!

okay i am putting
more SHE pics!!
i kind of am crazy
for SHE! love their
new album! PLAY

HEBE!! when her hair is still long
another HEBE with long hair
ella,hebe,selina
selina,ella,hebe. i like hebe's clothes!!
hebe,ella,selina

okay these pics are much clearer!!=)))
i want to learn the dance steps for BOOM!

lalala

2007-08-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

okay! i changed my blogskin!
isn't that great?!! been years
since i change my skin!

i am posting pis!!

HEBE!
ella,hebe,selina
hebe, selina
hebe, selina

zhaomin, ME, pamela
ME,pamela
chengni,ME

so how?!! should I? cut like hebe??

*sorry! i know the pic are quite blur sorry*

exams are over!!=)

2007-05-12T17:08:00.000+08:00

hihiee!!=)
i went bowling yesterday!!
but after two games my
wrist started aching so i
decided to stop. hmmm
it's a saturday today!!
nothing much happened
sapphires wanted to go
for cycling but was cancelled
as the majorities wasn't able
to make it.=( my parents
don allow me to go! i want
to go sentosa!! hope 3e3
can make it on tuesday
(marking day) i want to
go ice skating too... and
changi airport --> zhaomin
remember ma?i want buy
bag, wallet!! and maybe
pencil box! PAMELA!!
my pencil box!!i want my
pencil box!! lol hmmm
where should we go on
monday after MTLC?!!
ice skating ma? or shopping
lol. okay i've got to go to make
admenments to my template!
have a wonderful day!!
`xiiaOxue

mid-year exams have finally passed!!!

2007-05-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

yeah!! mid-year exams
have finally passed!!
I am free!! it's 10may today
(remember the promise we
make one year ago??)i miss
the baby shop!!btw jiayou!!
siyun!zhaomin!huixuan! for
your history paper tomo!!
and chengni!! your 3-hours
art paper!!!jiayou jiaoyou!!
pamela came to my house
today!guess what!! i have
found beautiful themes for
my handphone!! i love it!!
thank you xiia0yu!! lol oh
ya goodluck for yiqi and
peiqin too!!i just cannot
stop planning what to do
for my holidays!!!=)i have
a thousand things to do!=)
wishing everyone to have
a happy day!! =)
`xiiaOxue

sports day and spca flag day

2007-04-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

it was peirce sport's day yesterday!!!

i was suppose to be down for pd(pubilc duty)

for SJAB de. But heard that there wasn't

enough people participating the bench ball

at first, when they asked me, i disagree

strongly! BUT after the pe lesson just

before sport's day, our class played

captain's ball. my team was losing badly

initially but after kahming and tan joined

our team, we were almost flawless!! but

because the other are lacking of players,

kahming went over to help. although it

wasn't as good as before, we win with this

formation: "justin->xueqin->melvin->nadirah-> GOAL!!"

lol i really enjoyed the game although i fell

down and suffered from buries and scratches!!

and yuppx this game made me join bench

ball!! haha but we did not win!! lol enjoy it and

not win it!! in the end i did not get any pd hours!! lol

today is SPCA flag day! we when to toa payoh! lol
we rested for quite awhile

zhaomin and I at toa payoh library!xD

i love this year sport's day!! yeah!!=))
*xiiaOxue*